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The victim is eventually stripped of every spiritual or emotional resource by a variety of traumas...police, and therapists curse the victim, reject the victim, and even “kill” the victim in simulated drug deaths.
Originally posted by GENERAL EYES
The hardest thing about all of this is not understanding why they would take a productive member of society and subject them to such things...for all my research, all I can find is sadistic power plays as the motivation behind these sort of abuses.
If they can "create psudeopersonnas" why the heck aren't they helping me to manifest my creativity that could one day serve to profit them?
But then you could be in the "failure" group of their experiment that shows what can happen when a subject is "handled" incorrectly.
Originally posted by GENERAL EYES
I estimate that since the symptoms began reoccrring I have been hospitalized over 20 times, and been given every antipsychotic medication on the market to try and level out my symptoms.
A lot of these topics dealt with brainwashing, cults, and the infamous MKULTRA and Monarch Projects.
I ask about Systematic Reprogramming in that since this condition has escalated it feels as if everytime I come out of the hospital I am losing a part of myself.
In 2003 I had a episodic break and the officer who responded to the call took me to the county jail for booking instead of the hospital.
I do suggest you find a mental health practitioner for you problems, and try to find a rational reason for your symptoms... instead of letting internet conspiracy sites fuel paranoia at your time off weakness.
Just to add, can you describe your symptoms in more depth? Sleep loss? Sudden weight loss? Etc...
Originally posted by GENERAL EYES
things I had to learn and things I learned how to forget.
When I was roughly 18 years of age, on my own and unable to cope with the pressures of an adult world I couldn't understand - I experienced a complete and total breakdown. I was diagnosed with schizoaffective bipolar disorder disorder and given a perscription of antipsychotics.
can you tell me what you learned on how to forget things? i would love to forget some things that has happened to me when i was entering adulthood.
i believe it was a baptism of fire of sorts..a rebirth? now im free and know some of the answers. love your fellow man because we are all in this together. treat others the way you want to be treated no matter what. love your creator because he made this planet for us and i hope you realize what a amazing place your at. you actually got a chance to experience this reality and its mysteries. remove all negative things from your life this includes the television. might i say remove all religion and read the words of christ. he is the perfect example of how we all should live. and if you dont have any children then i suggest one.
"Now scientists are pinpointing the biochemical mechanism by which these drugs cause massive weight gain, an average of 22 pounds in the first year. That's enough to make anyone depressed -- which, of course, often leads to stronger, more dangerous drugs being prescribed. As a result, antipsychotic drugs actually create their own repeat revenue by keeping patients depressed and overweight."
Psychiatric Drugs: Chemical Warfare on Humans - interview with Robert Whitaker
What you find with every class of these psychiatric drugs is a worsening of the target symptom of depression or psychosis or anxiety over the long term, compared to placebo-treated patients. So even on the target symptoms, there's greater chronicity and greater severity of symptoms. And you see a fairly significant percentage of patients where new and more severe psychiatric symptoms are triggered by the drug itself.
SS: New psychiatric symptoms created by the very drugs people are told will help them recover?
RW: Absolutely. The most obvious case is with the antidepressants. A certain percentage of people placed on the SSRIs because they have some form of depression will suffer either a manic or psychotic attack -- drug-induced. This is well recognized. So now, instead of just dealing with depression, they're dealing with mania or psychotic symptoms. And once they have a drug-induced manic episode, what happens? They go to an emergency room, and at that point they're newly diagnosed. They're now said to be bipolar and they're given an antipsychotic to go along with the antidepressant; and, at that point, they're moving down the path to chronic disability.
Originally posted by GENERAL EYES
I just wish there was a way to work through this from a cognitive standpoint as opposed to a purely biochemical one. Like I mentioned before - I haven't found a psychotherapist yet who is willing to "go there" with me. Most prefer to beat around the bush with low level psychoanalysis.
I'm hoping to move back to Seattle where their mental health care is a little more open minded and up to date.