so are ineffable experiences with new realities barely explainable in words, included in the thread topics of R.A.T.S or what?
Because I've been trawling search engines for 4-5 years now and been unable to find anything that closely resembles what I've experienced....
Excluding only one mans theories, and it only shared similarities....
I have only been able thus far to find one guy in history who seems to have been where I have & met who I've met & he's dead now. For all I know it
was me.
All I want is to find other LIVING people who know what I know.
Whether or not I asked for help at the time, "...." know I need it,
hopefully "..." sent some ahead of time, and a few after I got here.
"..." would have told me if this would happen but I don't remember all the details all the time, they come and go during certain......
I had hoped I might find them at R.A.T.S after only just hearing about it then, or at the least to post my own R.A.T.S thread to share said
experience.
However now I'm doubting that these moves would answer any of my questions. Particularly as ATS is very sand box/pit, (perhaps even the internet
itself) There are many alternative paths in the playground that I could take...
I'll give ATS a chance, but I'll start here, not @ R.A.T.S.
This 'thing' I talk of is intensely personal, it was a gift & one I know I'm not supposed to just talk about it with any old j b
The only things I can mention here, are symbolic, and to many of you, will mean little without the accompanying context envelope.
Nevertheless, Its 'worth a shot'.
If anyone recognises what I'm referring to by the following,
I implore you to please contact me or guide me in the right direction....
and I thank you.
(and YOU for taking the time to read this post)
~~~+~~~
-configurations of "....'s" surrounding "......'s"
-the "......'s" (2nd from above) radiate (primarily/mostly) blue light.
-an entire universe of physical space observable within the distance between you and the wall behind your computer monitor.
-The resting/working area perceived between here & "...".
-The truth of your own existence.
-purpose.
~~~+~~~
That's all I can say & I may have already been too specific.
For many of us, we need to work quickly,
but must keep faith in having 'all the time in the world'.
But for most of you,
(still us, but variations of polar opposite - varying degrees of..)
It Is something different,
either you are closer to the beginning,
or you're here after 'hearing' about this 'time'
(current/future events) through 'word of mouth'..
If you are in the 2nd group you may appear asleep (most probably)
but but you are different; you chose to be asleep....
knowing its transient & critical to the experience (so you don't fight it)
because you woke up long long long long long ago.
Some of you,
like myself,
were approaching being given up on all together,
but this can't be, and never is, everyone gets their chance (to break free from slumber) as I got mine,
unfortunately,
others may not recognise this fact in themselves before they return.
During my/his last return visit,
I discovered that returning without doing that which occurs upon fore mentioned recognition,
results in what I personally deemed an undesirable existence,
but that is not to say others would reach these same conclusions
upon arrival at that same choice.
(....I never said it was easy to explain)
and for "..."
~~~~~= RE:THS l CN SY D M V R BN PF:ER =~~~~~
~~~+= (Elt I Hatev Bene Het Grith Dicens Io) =+~~~
P.L.U.R.I
-B.Morrison.
[edits re:grammar & clarity]
[edit on 18/8/09 by B.Morrison]
