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posted on May, 8 2007 @ 02:59 AM
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I don't know why i'm even posting to this damn thing, but I AM.. Reason why? I'm bored, as usual. I'm basically going to use this post as an insignificant journal.. Gives me something to do while on the computer.. Maybe some will read, and most likely, most won't.. So I sit here at my computer smoking my KOOL, thinking of lastnight.. Well, technically, 2 nights ago...Anyways, that's beyond the point... I had one of the best nights I have had in a long time, though it seemed like I was there alone the majority of the time.. Maybe that's how I wanted to see it.. For some reason, things has just seemed much more alive that way... Machine Head, MEGADETH, and BlackSabbath with DIO... I seen them in concert... It was awsome.. How I had never thought I would see Deth and Sabbath in concert, considering they are pretty old bands.. I worshiped them as if they were gods..
... It's my birthday on May 9th... I'll be 19 years... Honestly, I never really expected to live this long... I always thought I would have died before 18.. So this is a record for me... And so will be the next day... I like to see it that way.. If I know that I may break a record for myself in another year of life, I feel a little more satisfied each time... It's cool though... I can't get this riff out of my head, from a few songs actually.. Where is my mind-The pixies, Intro-Sonic Youth-Dirty Boots, and the whole song of Alice in Chains-Nutshell.. They just keep popping in.. I can't get rid of them.. Did you ever wonder what those little red blotches are when you look into a dark area in a room? Possibly rays of light still adjusting itself in your retinas after closing them or looking away, maybe your brain still desciphering the colors/shades of light? I'm not sure , i've always wondered that.. *Because you've got your dirty boots, oh, oh yea*.. And also, the other day I almost died.. I had a very very bad reaction to some prescribed drugs.. I talked to my DR. early the next morning after almost blacking out, or maybe I did, not too sure, she said it could have been fatal :|... Hmmn.. I stopped taking them anyways.. They were muscle relaxers due to an injury at work.... Blah blah blah... Ooooh... I finished my first class of college today... Hip hip....Hooray? Ha Ha, Fox Mulder just said Jerk off on T.v. ...........funny..
I am extremely exhausted... But from what? I didn't do a damn thing today... Well, it is 2:51 am... Maybe that has something to do with it? Hmmmnnn... Well, I suppose I could skip to the end of my highly significant post and just drink some water, have another smoke, and go to bed... Ah christ... Well.... I'm not doing this journal thing anymore, I already give up... It's stupid and boring.. I think i'd rather play rainbow six vegas than type thingd at the top of my head.... Ronald Reagan eats apple pie with richard nixon, while watching a re-run of Donald Trump jerking off while standing on his head and eating cheato twists, thus, giving himself pinkeye, unable to go to school the next day... He stays home and watches zombie movies with his super model wife, kjgfkljhdkls whoever a model is, in the rain.. And the king said to his firend, no parent should have to bury their kids... The End!




posted on May, 28 2007 @ 11:54 PM
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A quick update for those who may wander into my the thread..
Progress has been made.....
I've socially made aquaintences...
At work that is, and there are common interests..
How you may ask? Not sure.. I just sat back, and people eventually thought the quiet guy who did his job without a peep was "cool"..
I went and lost "ALOT" of money at the casino the other day, but I don't care.. Progress has been made, and that's all that matters.. It's quite funny how it sort of worked out.. I don't consider them my friends though.. They're just people I socialize with at "work".. Aside from the one time I lost some cash that is.. Whenever I get a phone call unexpectedly, that's when i'll consider them friends..
How do I feel about it? Well, basically the same as I did in my previous posts... I'm just not sure if this was a one time thing, or if it may actually become friendly relationships.. We'll find out I suppose..
I work 2 jobs now, at the fast food piece of #, and a cemetery, which are socially different in many ways.. I hang out with old and dead people at the cemetery, and with people my age at the other place..
Whatever right? If it was a one time thing, it was pretty fun.. If it's continuous, i'll try not to f*** it up!



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