posted on Feb, 23 2007 @ 01:30 AM
Hello to everyone! I am not normally a person of pristine introduction, but I guess I could tell a bit about myself seeing as I just might feel at
home here. I live in Pennsylvania, I come from a rather humble background and have inundated myself with much occult material. I was taken from my
parents (lacking individuals they were) and raised by my grandparents under the baptist lifestyle, but something inside of me always doubted their
teachings, so I got into Wicca in high school...
I could just save all of this and post my numerology report though, to my surprise, it was 100% accurate... It seems as if my life is on some sort of
crash course with a destiny that goes way above my head and scares the hell out of me haha.
I work as a digital artist, business owner, and I work with the mentally retarded... I enjoy writing and uncovering truths, and I am generally guided
by my subconscious. I am excited to see what I can dig up in these forums, and will try to share my own views as needed.
Actually I'd love it if there was a professional astrologist on staff who could read my birth chart and tell me why all this "phenomena" is
occuring in my life. Ironically, I was watching a TV show on the History Channel about the illuminati, nazis, and the works of Nostradamus which led
me to google which led me to this site...
It's amazing how some power opens doors, sends you to places, shows you things, at just the opportune times, so I guess I found another home
I have been looking into the Keys to Solomon and the elusive Enochian Language, I read the satanic bible by LaVey which, is actually a sensible piece
of literature. Ever since I read the 19 keys, rather "odd" things have happened... I can't say its even "evil" because some really odd, but
empowering, things have happened. My life took a 180 and its amazing... Either this is totally a reaction of my subconscious having taken some sort
of divine placebo, or there's something hidden within it.
I feel as if I can pull power from Archangels, and other mystics are both attracted to me, and frightened at the same time. My family comes from
Bavaria, and I fit the gene type of the DRD4 ExonIII Allele 7 polymorphism, I guess you could say...
Oh, my Grandfather and my one uncle both claim to be former UFO abductees, my grandfather had a plate in his head... I've been attempting to
interview my last remaining family members with the stories so they aren't lost...
I'm rather "odd" and my mind literally has a mind of its own... So, I guess, this is Hello and a request for those experienced in the arcane to
help me out here... There's a distinct puzzle to my being, an Indigo Child, I sometimes wonder what the $%# I'm here for anyway... Knowledge is
power but, it's almost like my heart resounds some sort of inner truth that feels like it can seemingly ascend my physical body...
Of course I could go to a shrink, spend time in a nuthouse, but what fun is that!! =)