posted on Feb, 12 2007 @ 12:08 PM
I was a mixture of scared and angry after 9/11. I was all for the wars. I mistook the leadership.
What woke me up was seeing the government reaction to Hurricane Katrina. Whether incompetent or purposeful, the government reaction killed people who
could have been saved had it been done right. They could not be trusted.
Before Katrina I ignored people like those wanting an investigation into 9/11. Afterwards, I started to listen with an open mind and look into what
they were saying. Then I started to wonder about that e-mail account that was deleted suddenly on me after 9/11.
You see, prior to 9/11, around first part of that month, a man I had corresponded with in Pakistan sent me along with everyone else in his address
book an email badmouthing the U.S. and their role in the Israel/Palestine conflict and that the US would get a wake up call soon. I thought he had
just gotten drunk or something because it didn't sound like him. I had been communicating with him for around 2 years at the time. I replied to him
asking what was wrong, thinking he needed a friend to talk to. He replied calling me all sorts of names because I am a Jew and it really made me very
sad/depressed and I cried because I cared about him. After 9/11, I e-mailed him asking if that was what he meant, and his email address was
bouncing/no longer valid (His email provider was weird abudhabitrip.co.ae ). I posted about it on a website message board I used to post on and
someone there gave me an email address which was supposed to be fore the FBI. I forwarded the email to the email address I was given, explaining how
I got the email. Within a couple days my email account was zapped and I could no longer log in. I was so mad at the email provider thinking how
could they just delete my account like that with no warning. I was using the email account for my ebay transactions and had to change my email addy
really quick on ebay so my buyers could contact me. There were important emails regarding ebay transactions that were lost. Almost all of my
correspondance with JZ were gone too. I never made a connection between my forwarding the email to the FBI and my account deletion before I started
doubting the official 9/11 story. I will probably never know what really went on, and I am not sure I would ever want to know either. At the same
time, not knowing isn't good either.
I sometimes talk to people in Iran. The citizens there are scared of the United States attacking their country. I feel really scared for them too.
And I feel helpless to fix the situation since Bush will do whatever he wants to do.