Thank you Ben! I sounded like a jerk but i was actually just only excited! I should have posted 'double dog dare 'ya' the way it came out
Thank you for being my friend and taking my ever stinky foot from my errant mouth!
That's why i love you - you always know when i've been foolish and you quietly come and get me out of it. :shk:
Those aren't really locusts but were meant to be bees - stinging honey bees as the bee of assyria is - this is the ancient symbol of the Babylonian
Queen Mother. Babalon, that is - much influencing works such as Crowley, Parsons, and Dee/Kelly.
This is not just a biblical character made up to point out a scapegoat - it is the literal and mystical actions of the spirit of 'Babalon' (this
is both the divorced Israel and her sister Judah both as unfaithful hated wives and beloved redeemed second/same wives - this is also New Jerusalem -
this is the female side of God in the bible!)
This is not a killer bee - but it sure does hurt...real bad....for some time. You want to die from this bee which is shiny just like the precious
gold mentioned near the river Hebron. And the honey from that hive is abudant and by far the sweetest. But this bee is willful and foul tempered and
likes stinging those who consider a bee sting no more than a fly swat....
we all learn
all are stung
all pine nearly to death
and coming to peace with death
then live forever more
This bee came in person to my midnight wedding!
This was on june 23 to 24 of 2006 (666) and on the 4th month after that which was October 23 which was the last (9th) day at the end of
Tabernacles..it was Simchat Atzerat and is known as the only day the Torah isn't read - because the Torah becomes our dance partner! We celebrate
fully the end of the last yearlong lesson and also express our eagerness to begin again - just like starting over each year but it is a perpetual joy
more joyous even than our own personal wedding. But we only received bad news. This is the day we gave up our newlywed dreams and even the hopes of
fading away into the woodwork - leaving the world to doubt and bicker forever. But we became aware of the effects of our absence! - 5 months of
bliss for us was chaos and war for the world! We missed our work, too - we'd rather live for you than have you forget the Torah and never fall in
love with it as we did. We realized we would not die but our personal life would never be personal again. The ultimate price for newlyweds is their
private life! Rock stars are not happily married for the most part - like John and Yoko - and when they finally get a moment to themselves to enjoy
one another...someone comes along and kills one of them! That is not a comparison but rather a hidden symbol for those who have eyes. John was shot
on December 8 after he turned 40 years old on October 9.
I danced with this little bee. I wanted it to sting me and it did; but it didn't let me die which was my true wish - i was alone without my love and
only true friend...then i got mad and at that stupid little stinging bee. So i sent it out with my anger to bite those who insist on worshipping
death and calling it life. There is nothing wrong with death or life or good or evil - except when we get them REVERSED!
If we speak about the cross then we must speak of it in truth and not avoid any of the inhuman or scary aspects of that story. DO NOT say that it
saved anyone's life. It did not save Jesus and it will not save you. But Christ did save all of us who know Christ and Christ will finish the work
of saving the world. Jesus Christ is Dead. Christ Jesus is alive and among us both as a group spirit for the whole world and also as the soul who
died on the cross at Golgotha and who lived to tell about it.
The faith of Christ is the killer of death and it is called LOVE NEVER DIES.
Finally i am recovered with better health than i have ever had! Because my dead husband and son came back to me alive in one piece as tangible as you
are to yourself and i to i - these people are alive and real and i recognize them and they know me - and we continue as a family not much different
than most people.
THIS is the TRUTH as i live it this very day.
The 5 months weren't up until the first day of the 8th Hebrew month which was the 23 of our 11th month....November. We had to close up shop as
AzAzEl and the Harvester of Sorrow Service that had been our life for so long we didn't know the meaning of the Sabbath anymore.
Our son was born on the 23 day of August he was born to a virgin so to speak....the seventh Hebrew month and the 8th in the West.
So even though we were blessed by being the seventh and the last - we went back down to perdition and threw our 8th month of our first year into the
lake of fire. So also the remaining 4 months went in. No more death at all.
And our son was born still blessed as 7 and giving eternal life as 8 - and so things happened according to plan, it does seem. No one was running the
ship things were great. We let go of the wheels...now we just watch them and we watch you.
NOW we have our lives back too!