posted on Feb, 5 2007 @ 07:28 AM
well my name is annie...
and long before i even owned a pc, i spent approx. a year observing and considering the inherent flaws in our various forms of government and how they
manifest in the ills of the society which they shape.
It was kind of like the time right after Buddha first left the palace and realized that life was not GREAT for all...just him...but it wasn't fair.
I didn't sit under a bodhi tree but rather had a few compadres which were generous enough to provide me a listening audience as i developed my own
utopian kingdom. I learned much from that exercise ('queen for a day')
I seem to naturally have a somewhat haughty/bitchy attitude (at worst)
; am gracious but unyielding (normally)
and distant (stuck up)
by default...and at that time i fronted it full blast as a shield and/or repellent in order to be let alone to my own self-finding.
see, i was on my own for the first time and newly divorced...pretty cute but totally 'not interested'
in romance of any sort (a very
difficult stand, trust me)
. it was either be a bitch or accumulate 'a steamer trunk full of issues'
and i always like to travel light.
and so my buddies (my 'bros'
) began to call me 'the queen' or 'queen annie' - guys like nicknames in the tree house i found out -
and it just stuck
so on the internet i was, at first, at a loss regarding screen names - any i thought of were already taken! but not too many gals claim the title
'queen' (more often 'princess' which i AM NOT)
because it is one that is presumptuous and hard to back up - but always challenged, even in
a subtle way on the net. And yet there is often still a queen annie
so 38 is mine for a myriad of pointless (to you)
however for the sake of declaration i will say it stands for .38 caliber or .38 special.