posted on Nov, 1 2007 @ 11:16 AM
reply to post by zenfish
Sounds like your doing ok. I've been having my flash experiences for over 20 years now. Thanks for the tips for the research. I never new about the
book of the dead or bindue, so I did my research. It is neither of these because from what I understand the book of the dead and to experience those
lights your dead or your dying. What I experience is not bindu or the six lights, although the premise is there and that is "the light source".
I'm not dead or dying by all means. I don't share this experiences and since chutso_ha had brought the issue up I wanted to express my ideas on it.
There just my interpretations. I know some have posted already not to focus on the light and not to act arrogant cause we see it and it's no bid
deal. Also, sleeper's post about watching the light like a deer and getting mowed over by a mac truck (paraphrasing). Thought that was comical.
Well, I usually don't talk about this subject because it is personal and the fact I never heard of anyone else who was experiencing it. That is why
I chimed in. It has taken a long time to tune in to a certain state of consciousness, blood sweat and tears. This has helped me to become more self
aware, conscious of my thoughts, and knowing that some thoughts are coming in that I need to be aware of and act on in my life and there is something
on the other side confirming that. I won't go into the big love thing. My flashes have no dark around the edges but piercing bright. It only helps
me to grow... Nothing wrong with that right? I mean in this thread it's all about the integrity thing right?
I relate to Sleeper's thread because I have had my own experiences as a child and till this day. Many many dreams of strange individuals in my
dreams that I have known for lifetimes it seems. I also had a vivid dream many years back where as I saw an ET asleep and there were people around it
and everyone was sad and I went up to it and started weeping, like I knew this guy. My conscious mind could not recognize this but my sub conscious
mind started to get very emotional, like I was experiencing a loss of a good friend. I woke up in tears like I just lost my friend. Strangest thing.
Perhaps he didn't die but moved on to another galaxy or something else but let me remember.
Anyway, my adventures go on and on....like that. I don't have a relationship with an ET like sleeper. My experiences are about keeping my eye on
the goal and not get caught up in the illusions (this life) but staying grounded above the illusions, maybe so I can graduate someday. This is not
about delusions of grandeur, pride, being "special" but hard core pulling out the roots of many years of illusionary (the world) thinking or
lifetimes of it for all I know. Gonna get right this time
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