Originally posted by Alien Agenda
Please explain what your view was.
That humanity, for the most part is a genetic and social experiment that is being guided and/or watched over by interested parties outside of our day
to day understanding of "reality" and normal experience.
As a child, I was preoocupied with watching people interact as opposed to joining in to their dramas and social conventions, so forgive me if this
comes off as a rather psuedo-scientific theory, and pardon the fact that it comes from a personal perspective as well.
The Human Experience has always been a mystery to me - even though I always had my own thoughts, interests and agendas, I was constantly being pulled
into others plans and designs - whether it be personal dramas or socialization exercises. I never felt comfortable "playing the part" of the
average person, and I always wondered why I never fit in.
As I grew older and became more independant of the system, I began to search for my own answers - I traveled and studied how people in different areas
held different routines, vaious modes of communication, social interactions and lesuirely pursuits. I have seen the good in humanity, as well as what
I percieve to be latent evolutionary traits that I can only attribute to being too closely linked to the animalistic imperitive of the human race.
Throughout my studies, I always tried to remain objective and even went so far as to refer to myself as a "modern cultural anthropologist." I can
see where human error lies, and who is and who is not open to certain ideas, and I have since given up trying to change people who are dead set in
their ways - they serve a function in this world, and to open them up to certain truths and realizations might not be for the overall betterment of
society. Some knowledge is dangerous, as they say.
When I was a child, I frequently had a great fear of alien entities and was convinced they would vist me in the night. Just to check up on me, to
make sure I was alright. I was never abducted and I have no truely remarkable stories to tell, but I always felt as if they were interested in me for
Over the years I have wondered if it's because I do not have terrestrial origins myself, or if it was just because I didn't "fit in" with any
particular segment of society. There is little on this planet that interests me as far as human beings go, the social demands are rudimentary and I
cannot understand the majority of them, nor can I tolerate the power plays by people I feel are beneath me....and one day over coffee and cigarettes
while I people watched - I had an ephiphany, a moment of clarity where everything made sense.
Amist the throngs of shoppers I noticed a different sort of person. Several of them. Quiet, content and "in the world, but not of it". They went
about their business without the same self absorbed manner with which the majority of consumers present themselves - and I started thinking.
Social heirachy. Labor force. Consumer drones. The Elite. Variations of intelligence. Life purpose, self realization. This social system of ours
has been guided for a purpose.
I was a huge fan of Brave New World by Aldous Huxley when it came out, and I began to see the very same social conditioning present in people around
me. Even within myself, to an extent.
Ashamedly - I have never been fortunate enough to actually interact face to face by those I feel I have the most to learn from, but I'll spare you
the details of why that is for the time being.
The point is - I don't fit in. I never have. What I want to do is inhibited by human conventions of power plays, finance and other such perversions
of mathmatics and ethics...I merely want to see as much of the world as possible, photograph and collect samples of rocks, music, literature and
everything else I can concieve of that will attest to the human experience, and get the hell off this planet - or, at least, shift dimensions to where
I am no longer having to associate with small minded and (in my view) animalistic self-perpetuating memes of dischordance.
I have been contacted inthe last couple of years by a plethora of entities I cannot identify, through telepathic means and other small material signs
that I am being watched and guided towards an ultimate destiny.
All I can do is prepare for what I hope with be an ascenion of sorts.
As I've always said - "Life is a test. Everything and everyone is a teacher. Learn from it what you can, or else your true life will never
Some people are destinted to remain here, in this plane of existence either because they find their happiness here, or else because they cannot move
forward any more evolutionary wise - mentally or spiritually.
The cycle continues, bring more and more consciousness to this planet for their tests and trials, to see if they can find their niche here or else to
find out what lengths they will go to in order to survive, or achieve their "dreams".
Either way - this world can be a test or a trap depending on how one goes about it.
Right now I'm still trying to re-establish contact with my Guides, for I am not in the most beneficial of environments. I realize much of the burden
is on me to get out of this place and back to an open source type community - but there is a limit to how much my extra-dimensional friends can
(sorry for the rambling, my brain is absolutely scrambled right now...perhaps I can clarify in a later post...)