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Originally posted by Xernexius
First let me say that this is Dracotic, I started a forum entitled 'Schizophrenia' after my alleged break down from too many stressors I felt the urge to create a new name.....I don't know why. But if I feel the urge again I will simply dismiss myself from the community. So I would like everyone to be aware, so my apologies can reverberate within your souls. Only hoping I may recieve forgiveness. I feel awful about my 'identity crisis', lol. For lack of a better term.....teenage angst I suppose.
The reason that I have started this topic however is because my 'schizophrenia' has accumulated into a more spiritual path after the events of tonight. I will try to describe them:
I was in the kitchen, I had just taken my meds. I started to hear a voice. I couldn't make out what it was saying. It came from nowhere. Then the lights started to flicker (this was confirmed and not a visual hallucination (never had any anyway)). Then the clock ticking became much more potent. Eack tick was loud and sounded like two plates hitting eachother. I decided to test the radio that plays even when it's off (refer to 'Schizophrenia). I found that what it was going to play or had played in the past is what was on the radio. Which was odd.
I heard the normal noises in the shower.
Later I was going downstairs and heard for the first time a hostile voice yell my name. This was the first time the voices sounded not like jibberish. I also heard some type of celestial music.
The reason I am posting this is because I'm starting to lean more spiritually. I believe I am in contact with something, whether it spirits, I don't know right now. I can turn the hallucinations on and off at will though which is odd. SOMETIMES they come unintentionally but it is rare. I also kindof feel my ears vibrate like they are hitting a higher vibration similar to when you OBE. I can ask these entities a question and I will get a response. When I hear them or enter the "zone" things sometimes move, lights flicker, etc. Does anyone know what the deal is with that?
P.S. This might not make sense if you haven't read the Schizophrenia topic....though I doubt it would make much sense as is.
The big kicker would be if these happened more than once even perhaps with someone else present?