posted on Dec, 5 2006 @ 12:20 AM
maybe i should wait till i am more grounded and sane, but im just gonna dump it all on ya, Hope u can make sense of my ramblings:
Alright, this is wild lol. But a while ago, i used to meditate for a little bit, like a little 20 minute meditation, or what have you. nothing
special. But I recently decided......Im gonna meditate, as deep and as long as i can. There is nothing around to interrupt me...So i finally did it.
And after a while nothing happened, I just concentrated on the distant sounds of the traffic as my body slowly went numb as it usually did when i
meditated for long periods of time. Then suddenly (actually it was kinda like it slowly zoned in) the right side of my..... i guess brain was slowly
but rapidly moving. Like moving rapidly, but it was a quiet distant feeling. Then after i concentrated on this feeling, My entire.....something lol
(mind, body, i don't know what to fully describe it) started to move up and down, like it was slowly being unhinged from my body. My mind felt light
and.......i dunno incredible lol.
Then all of the sudden!!
My girlfriend calls, breaking my meditation and basically draining my energy lol. I couldnt repeat this feeling even though i tried. It was like the
rug was sweeped out from under me and i couldn't stand back up....hypothetically speaking ofcourse.
I was curious, In your wise opinion, Do you think i was close to zen?
Mod Edit: CAP title
[edit on 12/21/2006 by kinglizard]