Starting all over again
ok I am waking this old thread up!!! WAKE UP !!
It is Feb 1st 2008 and once more I have started the master cleanse.
I could NOT wrap my head around the saltwater flush this am so I excused myself from that and am just happy I have got the cleanse started up.
Since last November I have been telling myself "next weekend I am starting the cleanse" and then I never DO get around the actually DOING
The worst thing in that whole putting it off process is that I keep allowing myself to do 'one MORE hot chocolate......or just one more extra
brownie' Telling myself that since I am JUST ABOUT to start the cleanse I am gunna loose weight anyway so it doesn't matter all that much....
But IT DOES matter!!!
Dont know why my head has not been properly processing this small factoid.
Sooooooo today at the start of THIS cleanse I happen to be at my all time heaviest weight I have ever been in my life........
This cleanse goal is more for weight loss than for healing and that is a hard thing to have to admit to myself. My motivation usually leans toward
feeling better, but right now I am all about weighing less..............I am walking a whole lot with a cane lately and I do look forward to less
pain and being able to leave the cane at home and be less of a gimp, and its sad to admit my vanity is my motivator.
I can tell you I have a headache and can tell it getting worse.....I drink coffee and tea so I know dam straight I am gunna have to go through the
caffeine withdrawl headache again....
I drank laxative tea last night and will again tonight......in an attempt to put off the salt water internal bath as long as I can.
Lemons are super expensive at 70 cents each so I have opted for limes which are 5 for a dollar.
Thank goodness limes are not expensive to.
I wonder how NiteBoys cleanse went?
Nite did you blog it or anything?
How long did you make it?
[edit on 2-2-2008 by theRiverGoddess]