posted on Jan, 27 2007 @ 07:35 PM
Many excuses to keep putting this off....
The main one was serious though because I was waiting for my Maple Syrup order to come from Canada and it took 25 days.....I ordered it after
Christmas thinking it would come right after the new year but boy was I wrong
So My 44th birthday was Jan 25th so THAT was now my big 'START DATE".....and I did start, but then had some soup that night. Started over the 26th
and wound up making cheese sandwiches in the evening....and starting AGAIN today......and it is 6pm and I just had a cup of vedgetable soup.
seem to be eating in the later part of the day to stave off the headache.
I am being a big chicken.
This is HARD....
.....and I don't know why I am having such a hard time getting in 'the right mind-set' for it. Why is it that when the
starts to throb I think " well I will just eat this ONE LAST meal, and start the big head banger
..............BUT putting it off just leaves it for yet another day, and I need to get THROUGH the awfull parts ASAP, and eating is
doing the opposite
Writing here helps.......it gives me 'somebody' to answer to...even if it is just answering to my own thread. I am putting this down in hopes it
will end up helping me through this......give me a reason to stay the course.....if only to not have to admit to my failure. I want to be
healthier....I NEED to fight the FM.:bnghd:
Sooooooooooooooo HERE I go again.........this does NOT count as a cleanse day.
..one can not eat on the cleanse......I am planning to count
tomarow as day 1.