posted on Nov, 12 2003 @ 09:19 AM
Originally posted by eagle
More human? Er... if being more human means hating humans, capable of understanding my math teacher, enjoying conversations in Klingonese, gazing into
the stars and wishing I was home, and feeling awfully comfortable in dark cold damp places, then yes.
It's all in the mind.
Hating humans....i've been sorta like this also. When i look around and see the flaws in humans or something that comes to them emotionally and makes
them do things or whatever and i see it, i'm like "damn humanns and thier emotions". i just see flaws or something and know they cant help it,
they're human and thats jst how they are, they have these things. I've always been different compared to others in this thinking aspect. But the way
i am thinking at those times it's like i'm of a different species or something. That i'm not like them. It's like i'm looking onthe outside and
watching a lab rat for a study. I dunno. What i said here is sorta like it but i just found it very hard to put into words and describe what i was
thinking and what i do and what happens. It's not hating hamsn it's jsut seeing things differently...but i do sometimes think to myself "damn
humans", or "damn humans and thier emotions".
About feeling comfortable in cold, dark, damp places....
That is definately a mind-set/personality trait i believe.
It's just like me. I love Vampire movies and anything to do with vampires. :-[
Now i used to not like going outside around the back fo the house at night without the light on. But after watching vampire movies, and fully thinking
to myself"that'd be sick being a vampire, awesome", i could go out into the dark, around the back of the house, without hte lights on, and stay out
there for an hour or more if i wanted, jsut thinking, having ciggies.
But then i can go and watch a supernatural/scary movie with monsters or something really freaky like the movie "The Ring" and then it'll take 5
minutes for me to work up enough courage to go 6 meters out the back door, to replace a lightbulb so i can go outside at night, even though i'm 20
years old and know there aint monsters hiding in my backyard or anything freaky/scary is going to happen to me.
It's a mind-set.
All you gotta do is free your mind from fear, and you free yourself.