posted on Oct, 30 2006 @ 12:50 PM
The situation is always random you said. Whether consciously or subconsciously you are controling your dreams (just like anyone else). It's all
coming from you, and if/when it isn't, I think you (having this ability) should know better than most whether or not it is coming from God (or
something outside of yourself) better than anyone.
I have had maybe 2 or 3 dreams where I believe there were people/elements of the dream that did not come from my own thoughts. I guess you sense
these types of things to. In all my recollection, these things cannot be altered by my mind, they aren't from my mind (or are so deep I could never
affect them on purpose), in fact they seem to lead me around and keep a few steps ahead of me. If you can change something or mess it up, then maybe
it is coming from you? I don't know if that helps, but I mean for it to.
I know what you mean when you say you just wish it wouldn't always be in your control. I know after a while of having a few lucid dreams a week, my
mind seems to stop trying wanting a break. I care less about what I dreamed in the morning, and all that.
In my limited experience I have one thing you can try. Try to imagine everything going black, kind of like a clean slate (but it will be blackness or
dark grey all around you). When you complete this it is really quiet and peaceful, will probably last a few seconds because your mind has nothing to
hold its attention. See what happens and mess with this. Your attention may return to your body. Maybe you would be better off waking up and going
right back to sleep. Maybe you can sleep right through it. Maybe it will help your mind stop automatically trying to control the dreams so much.
I don't know, good luck with this. If you can learn to control this aspect of your dreams, then wow, you could sleep/dream however you wanted at
night. Dreaming or not, aware of it or not, in control or not, that would be nice hmm.
LoL, last night I dreamed that some friends and I were in a car. They were trying to get me to drive crazy, acting like I was scared and they would
do something dumb to try to make me wreck. It was great because I realized I was dreaming, and I started to make the car fly with us in it! LoL they
were like "Woah, Woah." But then I woke up seconds later. Dreams are fun man, enjoy them!