Ok, long time no see...I've been going through a few bouts with my girlfriend and didn't want to depress any of you guys

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Reiki...where to start...
When I first started using it, I wasn't really sure what I was doing. As I got more into it, I started visualizing energy surrounding me and
sometimes I would enter a meditative state while healing myself. I have healed others, but the problem is they have to be able to "accept" the
energy or it will not heal them in the proper manner. However, once a person/myself has accepted it into their life, the energy knows exactly which
channels to go through and heals automatically. I do not have to tell it to heal the head injury, etc. It will merely find the energy field limited in
certain areas and fill in the blanks. I have been given this analogy to use before: Compare the body to a few potholes on a sidewalk. If you drop a
bucket of water on it, does the water not go to the lowest point? This is the same with energy. It will heal whatever is needing the energy, not
overextend other parts of the body.
Picture a shimmering bright light around everyone that can fluctuate with moods, actions, etc. What we do, say, feel, and interpret will change the
aura field around us. Occassionally, this aura field becomes emotionally damaged due to something happening to us. The aura will heal itself slowly,
but that part may never gain the same amount of energy it had before. Sometimes people have called this the pain body, but that has to deal with the
egoic storage of past experiences. If you are able to release these experiences, your auric field will be very healthy and not hinder on your life. If
you have a large ego, (for instance) your past will follow you wherever you go. It is possible to heal this through Reiki, but I would suggest Reiki
only to be a helping hand. Any severe psychological work should be done in tandem witht his sort of healing. You don't want to end up schizophrenic
do ya? (I don't think that would be possible, but you get my drift I hope).
Any further questions? I'd be glad to help.