posted on Jul, 27 2006 @ 05:54 PM
here's what's being laid out to me:
she's been through one marriage, and she doesn't want to feel like she's making a mistake. she feels that she wasted 6 years of her life with the
douchebag (he IS a douchebag).
what i'm freaking out about is the fact that i don't understand any of this. it's my first long term relationship, i'm 100% done with the singles
game. i've played all the games there are, and i'm ready to settle down with someone who makes me happy, which she normally does. some of the things
she says are really disconcerting though, and she has major trust issues with me because she THINKS i slept with someone else while we were on a
'break', which i did not do.
basically, yeah, she's got a lot of her own issues, and so do i. i understand the whole 'walk away' mentality, but i just don't understand how we
can both be so happy together when we're actually together and not figure a way to make things work out.
a few weeks ago, she told me her doctor thought she might have hep b - if she did, i would get it. i didn't even get angry with her, i consoled her
and made sure she knew that i was there for her. taht night we went to see pirates of the caribbean, and the 2 hours we spent waiting for the movie
were freakin awesome, we had so much fun.
we're both pretty jealous people, but she doesn't seem to care about that most of the time. she's very flirty and doesn't really bother to hide it
from me, which pisses me off a lot.
jesus...i'm 22, and i'm asking for relationship advice on the internet. shouldn't i have this BS figured out by now?
i really wish i could just explain to her the way i see things, and how easy it could be, and everything would be ok. every time i talk to her though,
i feel like i'm being manipulative. rargh!
*edit* - neither of us have contagious hep b by the way - she's got a liver problem, but not an actual virus
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