Hi Long Lance.
This is what I have been trying to figure out myself where did this start. I can tell you that my awareness of my harassment started when I worked for
a Canadian Telecommunication cable company about 6-7 years ago now. That's when my awareness of harassment started.
I am trying to think if there are any other points that this could have started, there are maybe 2 others, but if it was happening, I just fully not
aware of it.
I would say my awareness of being harassed was immediate, my awareness of being followed, that was recent, and gradual, but then all at once.
People knew, but I had no idea. People at work knew, people I use to be related to knew. My gang stalkers knew. I didn't know about the deliberate
stalking and following.
I knew my home my was bugged, and possibly watched. When it all came together, it all came together very rapidly. That much I will say.
It's so true, I think the same can be said about mobbing or any life changing experiences like this. I mean I am still surprised that something like
this can be happening in society and I was so unaware of it. I mean my family knew, my friends knew, but I had no idea. If I was not a target, I would
be in my innocent little world still, not knowing about this interconnected and lethal element of society.
I still can't believe these people are so well coordinated, and that so few are willing to openly talk about it, but they are scared and I can see
why. The last months have been such a total education for me, learning who I can trust, pretty much my self and God. Like in the gang stalking
community, you don't know who is who, and what's what.
This is like I said one of the first safe places that I found. When I just found out about the gang stalking, it was pretty bad, because I told you
about my posting being removed and my accounts being shut down.
These people had my postings removed and shut down within minutes on www.webhostingtalk.com the moderator who shut down my post was like, thanks for
posting -------. Using my last name. How did this mod know my last name? At the time I was not sure I was even going to use my initials, much less. My
www.geekstogo.com account was shut down in minutes also. She then took the restriction off, cause there was not reason giving for the suspension
except that the word gang-stalking is forbidden. (Where is my eye roll smiley.) That account is banned again, without a reason, except I noticed it
happened a few days after I publicly talked about it, getting banned.
Opera.com they let me post and the thread was doing just fine, then starfishgirl came and persisted, till the thread was closed, then when no one was
looking it was deleted permanently. In that thread, which is what I suspect is the reason for the deletion is my proof of cyber stalking.
So when I say these people can reach far, I know what I speak about, this has settled in now, but imagine when I first learnt about being a target and
watching them shut down post after post, and thread after thread, knowing who I was or details about me. Knowing that people from my Canadian bank
that I worked for, were helping to do this, was very surreal.
I have adjusted, but how can we make a chink in this armour, I keep thinking if people were just aware, but people are aware, not everyone, but
enough. Yet this goes on, unmasked and continues.
I am doing the only thing I know how to do, which is to fight back, but this is so out there still. I mean some-day's it's still so hard to believe
that this happens, much less to me, but you know what, I am here. That's it bottom line, and I have to work with that.
I have spoken to a lot of other targets who know, and many are not dealing with this as well, and I can only imagine the ones that don't yet know.
The shock and the horror they will experience when they discover the full truth, I mean the relief also, but they will be as horrified if not more so.
I pray for them and it's them that I focus on. Many of them will be locked up if as crazy if we don't get the word out, or kill themselves, and
that's what I want to avoid.
I have written to Amnesty to ask them to take a stance on the Electronic Harassment. If anyone would like to help out, you can also ask them to take a
stance on the e-harassment.
I have written to my political parties about this, but there is a lot of work to do there, the two replies I have do not want to touch this issue, but
it must be touch, fondled and dealt with, that is the bottom line.
I have written to the Toronto Police force via email, and I have not received one response from any division, and I emailed every division to see if
they have someone there, who can take a report of multi-stalking or gang stalking. I explained in brief what it is, etc. Asking for a contact person
within each division who is equipped to take a report. Not one email back so far. Just to give you an idea.
So my work is cut out for me, but I will keep you all updated.