posted on Jun, 28 2006 @ 12:28 AM
dead yet alive
Am I dead? I have wondered many times
Although I breathe, My life unwinds.
Everything forgotten, everything I fear
comes to a close, as the time draws near.
The lines on my face, shows the evil path.
The road in which I've taken, and can never go back.
Why I have to do this, the world will never know.
The only thing I must do, is destroy the seeds I've sewn.
To undo the things inside me, I only have one choice.
Tonight I must take my life, I must listen to the voice.
I've heard it a whole lifetime, now I must obey.
The voice inside my head, says I must die today.
I get on my hands and knees, and slowly say a prayer.
I know I can't be forgiven, but oddly, I don't care.
I take a firm grip, on the weapon I must use.
Alcohol and razor blades, I know will not refuse.
plunging deep inside me. I feel it trickle down.
I am turning cold now, there is no turning around.
To those of you who knew me, knew I had to go.
My life, my soul, my mind, there was nothing there to show.
An empty man leading a very empty life.
The days of old are gone now, with one flick of a knife.
[edit on 28-6-2006 by l0rds0fcha0s]