posted on Oct, 24 2003 @ 06:56 AM
Iv suffered what I though has been Sleep paralysis for years and its gotten worse and worse as the years went by.
Though at first it occurs text book style while the person is asleep and He/She awakes to a body motionless but yet the mind is free.
From this it decided to become more absurd as the years flew by, hearing, seeing things as such.
But the biggest difference being that it no long occured during the period of waking up, and finding myself paralyzed yet it started to happen while I
was wide awake laying in bed.
My body would tense up and my mind just halt all of a sudden aswell, and a great sense of evil all around, as if I were being possesed, or trying
I could fight it off, by forcing my mind to reverse the affects of my mind trying to zoom off and leaving my body open, I cant really explain how, but
I would force my mind to stay intact.
The worst experience just occured 2 hours ago.
I was lying in bed thinking of stupid things, cars, girls, etc...and my body started to vibrate( sort of how it feels when it occurs) and tense up, my
mind zooming off a bit, but I forced my mind not to leave. This occured about 4-5 times, for about 10-15 seconds.
It would happen one mroe and last time but much more strong and violent.
This overwhelming evil energy just rushed my body and mind and i found it impossible to fight it off this time, I started to recite the Japji( Sikh
Hokly Book), in my mind saying, Ik onkar, saat naam, ( God is one, he is true,) over and over and every time I did this, My stomach felt as if some
being was grabbing its hands and Sqeezing it, I would stop the reciting and the sqeezing would stop, but the the paralysis continued. So I kept
reciting, even through the sqeezing and trying to force my mind, and body to get it self together. After it finaly stopped I got up went up stairs and
decided not to go back to bed.
Well that was my experience, im not sure why is happens, but thats what this forum is for.