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posted on Jun, 19 2006 @ 07:01 PM
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*My perception of what followed is speculative. Please keep this in mind as I continue.*
The instrument was withdrawn bearing no visible blood or tissue, and no associated pain. I sensed it was used to sample a portion of a gland. Highly speculative, I understand. What gives me this impression? I cannot answer that. A lot of our ordeal left impressions on me regarding intent and I have made a great effort to this point not to detail them. I find it difficult to sit down and recount that day without continually stopping and editing what I have just written. Mainly because I find it not only hard to trust the memories I have, but also to separate my feelings of what they were trying to do, with what indeed was being done. That said, I strongly feel the instrument inserted into my abdomen was to garner a sample of a gland.
One primary difference with my memory and others I’ve read about is 1. I feel as if I remember almost the entire event. 2. There are no memories of any exam, experiment, or test done to my reproductive organs. I was at this point removed from the refrigerated slab and escorted to a sitting area in the same large room. I was escorted by 2 of the 3 primary beings. I remember having difficulty walking under my own power, but was not aided what so ever by the beings. I was placed on a long black cantilevered bench, extending approx. 15-18". From my memory of the direction I walked, and the position of the cantilever, I should have been able to see where I had just been. I could not. I was startled as I realized that the room was not the same. Although it looked to be comprised out of the same ‘materials’ it was considerably smaller.
I was overwhelmed with sadness and fear at that point and began to sob. Why now? I have no idea. I wish I knew. This is the last thing I can recall. The next thing I knew I was in mid conversation with my party. The first words I heard were “I guess I’m not the right one.” from one of the members of my party.

[edit on 19-6-2006 by TheDarkHorse]




posted on Jun, 19 2006 @ 07:33 PM
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Perhaps none of us was the ‘right one’. Strange items to note: I was not left with the impression that I was not ‘the right one’. I was left with no impression that I was not accepted by these beings, or that I lacked what they were looking for. It’s odd that this was what he was left with. Subsequent conversations with him afterward yielded no concrete answers as to why he said this.
Of the six remaining members of the party (one has left us), we almost never spoke of the event.
Most of us hardly spoke at all after the event, why that is again I do not know. Other anomalies: My mother brought the event up to me in a conversation in the late 90's. I swear to this day I have no recollection of telling her. She maintains I did not long after it occurred. I wonder if this was the only time I exposed this secret before now. I bear various physical manifestations of a man who has been emotionally impacted by something that I do not completely understand. I have times where I gain and then lose large amounts of weight. I struggle with maintaining friendships for longer than a year or so (I may just not be that great of a guy to be around, who knows, just a thought). There are other odd associated with this event I do not feel are noteworthy at this time. As they start to make sense to me, and I can express them in a coherent way, I will post them. Thank you. Paul



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 10:18 AM
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Could you describe more of your surroundings if you can remember? Did you at any time try to flee?

Many people say that the last thing they remember is seeing the ship flying away after dropping them off. Did you look at all or were you in too much of a confused state?

Finally, forgive the skepticism but your writing looks quite professional. Are you a writer? This would explain your narrative style.



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 01:04 PM
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The only memory I have of a ship was what I tried to document before the event. Truthfully, I cannot say for sure that it was a “ship”. The object we witnessed could have been unmanned, I can say it was most certainly technology of some kind. The natural tendency in hindsight is to leap to the conclusion that this object took us onboard or inside. I’ve thought a lot about this, it’s odd that I can recall almost everything BUT the entering and exiting of a craft. Doesn’t that seem strange? Like an illusionist or magician will first draw the eyes of an audience to a playing card or something to distract them from what’s really going on. The fact that we were witness to this object before the event, could indeed influence our thinking, tricking us into believing that is where we ended up. Truth is, I cannot say. My goal was to document what I remember, that’s all, and I took a great deal of risk just by doing that. I was careful to not write about memories that are vague, or I at least tried to inform the reader where my recollection is incomplete. I also tried noting when I was going to add speculation. I wish I could produce hard evidence of the event, but I cannot. I believe I have included everything that I can recall about the environment, the beings, procedure, and my mental and emotional state. I feel grateful that I was given a forum to document the event.



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 01:25 PM
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I have mentioned before, I am not a writer. Someone early in the thread actually poked fun of how I documented a portion of event. Truth is, something so completely foreign and terrifying happened, and it sort of burned in a lasting impression that made it a lot easier to document. Plus, I’ve analyzed this event in my life over and over for so long, the details still seem crystal clear for the most part. The other question you had was whether or not I tried to flee. The thought never entered my mind. I was paralyzed and helpless, there was nothing I could do.



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 01:50 PM
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I so wish it had happened to me also.....your experience is something I have wanted all my life......if I could I would have swapped places with you in a second.

You may not think yourself lucky...but you are.....you have met beings from another world......very few ever get the opportunity.
















[edit on 20-6-2006 by Alpha Grey]



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 03:55 PM
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I think you are doing a great job of telling us and I thank you.

I understand how it is when your not a writer and trying to explain something. I know there have been times I thought I wrote somethig very clearly, then found out there were a few people who completely took my words in a complete different context from what I was trying to say.

I will tell you that from the way you are writing and what you are saying I have no doubt you had something occur to you. For the rest of your life you will go over and over what happened trying to figure it out. There will be days you will swear you understand everything then the next you realize what you thought might not be what you thought. Being in this position changes your life, some people can handle it and other people have a very difficult time with it.

One time I was at a site and my heart just broke for I was communicating with two younger boys and one said he tried to talk to his parents about what had happened and they didn't believe him and wouldn't listen. They took him to the Doctor's who prescribed him medicine. He said his parents stay right there when they give him the medicine and make sure he takes it. He said the meds mess him up big time and now he wishes he kept his mouth shut. He said he was hoping he could get help by talking to someone on the web. The other boy said he hasn't told his family he just stays up all night because he is afraid to go to sleep because they might come. He told me he stays real quiet and waits for his parents to go to bed then he quietly turns on his TV and plays games to try and stay awake. He told me he was so tired that his school work has gone down the tubes and he gets in trouble because his parents think he is on you know what.

My heart aches when I hear these happenings. I know I am old and my happenings aren't all that bad so I can handle them but for a kid to go through this and have people not listen or believe them must be horrific. It wouldn't surprise me if everyone that was involved in some manner whether just seeing a ship or being taken didn't have this on there mind the moment there brain was free from there work day clutter.

With experiences like this sometimes the pieces will fall into place when they are supposed to just hang in there and I will always listen to anyone that needs to be listened too.



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 06:10 PM
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^^^
As was posted earlier, here,
www.abovetopsecret.com...

Nothing has been "proven" here whatsoever, aside from TheDarkHorse's desire and willingness to "tell his/her story".

Please keep your posts on topic.

Thank you.



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 06:28 PM
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Originally posted by 12m8keall2c

Originally posted by TheDarkHorse
I have moved from Nevada to Arizona to Oregon to Kansas and finally to Michigan, I still feel like fleeing. I don’t feel comfortable to this day discussing this. I’ve been a member here for some time and today I decided finally to write this. Thanks-Paul

*emphasis mine.


Odd, this was posted ALL the way from Plano, Texas.

On vacation ? ...




Dude, that's just not right.




posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 06:30 PM
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Originally posted by hoeon
the good MrPenny caught him on page1 of this thread, so moderators please close the thread and ban the hoaxer.

my way above-vote goes to MrPenny.


Not so fast. Read his explanation next post or two down before passing judgement. I bought his explanation for this, and how can you call hoax on something so personal?

Keep it down.



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 08:19 PM
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Originally posted by hoeon
the good MrPenny caught him on page1 of this thread


Easy now. Its my nature to jump on incongruities and question them. Often its an annoying trait. It often gets the best of me.

Please use your WATS wisely.



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 10:21 PM
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I believe that this is a case of "something did happen". What, we do not know.

However, I think this person experienced something that has caused great distress Throughout her life. I for one an sorry that she had to go thru it.



posted on Jun, 20 2006 @ 10:32 PM
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Where does it say a "she" ?



posted on Jun, 21 2006 @ 10:28 AM
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Sorry, I was very tired and kind of groggy. I usually proof my posts in word before letting them loose but this one I didn't and wouldn't you know it!

My apologies!



posted on Jun, 21 2006 @ 10:39 AM
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no prob, just wanted make sure i didnt miss something...not really that imporant of gender anyways...




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