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. . . Then you realize that maybe since no one will listened to you, since you do not know how things really work like the CDC and NIH, that there must be a conspiracy, or that you have been taken by aliens, or that this is a new plague and this is the end of the world, maybe chemtrails, dental filling, bacteria, fungus, bugs..bacteriophage......ANYTING BUT NOTHING!! Let it be anything. PLEASE!
Maybe...since you have always been a good person, that G-d has given you an immunity to bird flu........and the list goes on and on.
WHAT THE HELL COULD IT BE? And the itching and lesions continue and the cures keep coming up and they work for a while and then they stop. You have more spices and herbs and meds than most pharmacies.
You rub on oil, take mud baths, use grandmas and grandpas cure, drink silver and gold and platinum, bathe in bug spray, rub yourself with gasoline, buy bug zappers for inside your home, cleanse your colon, change your diet, throw out your old bed, buy new sheets, and you live like MONK. But the lesions keep coming and the itching and the biting and you sink into a semi-depression cuz you know you have to build up your immune system and fight this and depression does not help you do that.
Then CNN does a special and you figure..NOW.NOW THE WORLD WILL HAVE TO BELIEVE ME. And nothing happens.....and you wonder why?
And then if you are not a strong person, or you drink or do drugs you sink, lower and lower and lower until you crack up. And hopefully someone will throw you a life line, but how can they when you keep biting the rope?
So some kill themselves, some drink more and do drugs more, some chose to forget they have it and carry on with their lives and others fall into a deep depression. Some lose their families, have their kids taken from them cuz the doctor thinks you are doing this to your child, husbands and wives leave you and your family does not want to hear one more thing about this F-'d up disease. They need you and you are not there for them and they get mad a you?
And you are alone, scared, thinking you are going to die, without a job, without money, without love, without the ability to get disability and then, to add insult to injury......a heartless Internet site states how what you have is BULL and the hurt starts all over again.
You have to have the strength of a Saint to survive and you are only human.
So that is our lives. That is our private hell. That is what cracks up people like London and that is what we have to deal with every waking moment of our day.
May we have the strength to carry on. May we have the money for research and may G-d bless us with scientists that care and protect us from the villains and opportunists.
Amen and G-d bless.
Randy . . ."
"On Monday 8th May at 9.00am, Lisa Masterson, organiser of the January
2006 demonstration at the Gresham College Gulf War Syndrome lecture
by Prof Simon Wessely, was arrested.
She was "sectioned" under section 2 of the Mental Health Acts.
Two witnesses say that 3 uniformed police officers, 2 psychiatrists
and 2 social workers took Lisa away. Despite several requests from
Lisa, they would not allow her to phone a solicitor or anyone else.
She is being held in a locked ward at the Central Middlesex Hospital.
Solicitors were eventually able to visit her on Tuesday afternoon.
A close family friend confirms that they have now ordered her
confinement stating that she is mentally ill and suffering from
paranoia, due to her belief that her computer has been hacked by
various agents including the US military. . . .
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" There is a core group of university-based Lyme disease researchers and physicians whose opinions carry a great deal of weight. Unfortunately many of them act unscientifically and unethically. They adhere to outdated, self-serving views and attempt to personally discredit those whose opinions differ from their own. They exert strong ethically questionable influence on medical journals, which enables them to publish and promote articles that are badly flawed. They work with government agencies to bias the agenda of consensus meetings, and have worked to exclude from these meetings and scientific seminars those with alternate opinions. They behave this way for reasons of personal or professional gain, and are involved in obvious conflicts of interest.
This group promotes the idea that Lyme is a simple, rare illness that is easy to avoid, difficult to acquire, simple to diagnose, and easily treated and cured with 30 days or less of antibiotics.
The truth is that Lyme is the fastest growing infectious illness in this country after AIDS, with a cost to society measured in the billions of dollars. It can be acquired by anyone who goes outdoors, very often goes undiagnosed for months, years, or forever in some patients, and can render a patient chronically ill and even totally disabled despite what this core group refers to as "adequate" therapy. There have been deaths from Lyme disease. . . . ."
continued at: www.jersey.net...
Mom fights for answers on what's wrong with her son
Sunday, July 23, 2006
By Chico Harlan, Pittsburgh Post-Gazette
It is summer 2001, an evening, 9 p.m. A husband sleeps, tired from work. Two older children go to bed. The house on a wooded dead-end street in the McMurray area of Peters, falls quiet, but for the mother and youngest son, at least one of whom appears sick . . .
. . . Microscopic view of a dry, membranous-like material formed over an open skin lesion of the type associated with what a small group of people call Morgellons disease. Click photo for larger image . . .
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The Centers for Disease Control and Prevention is launching a study of Morgellons disease that may target South Texas where more than 100 people are suffering from the illness.
The CDC has formed a task force to investigate Morgellons, and they are launching a study to find out where this condition is most common and who it affects. Texas is one of the states with the most cases per capita, and the epidemiology study may be conducted here.
Originally posted by jtma508
This is the first time I've read anything about the fibres actually moving around outside the body. Certainly it would explain the crawling sensation. Has anyone else heard of this aspect before?
" . . . At the same time, Dr. Wymore and his family drive from Tulsa, Okla., to California for a vacation. On the way, Dr. Wymore collects dozens of fiber samples: From clothing on Goodwill racks. From hotel drapes. From room corners upswept for 20 years. Though he maintains an open mind, he hypothesizes that Morgellons fibers come from an outside source, something easily explained.
Hundreds of Morgellons fibers arrive at his lab, sent from desperate patients, sent from nurses and doctors. As Dr. Wymore begins a comparison, his skepticism erodes. The fibers resemble one another, and yet they do not resemble hair or waste material or cellulose or any known textile substance.
The fibers, about the size of small eyebrow hairs, are not living organisms, Dr. Wymore decides. He teams with a Tulsa police department crime lab to sort through fiber samples, and though the lab owns a database of more than 800 fibers, these fibers match nothing.
By winter, Dr. Wymore asks Ms. Leitao to fly with her three children to Tulsa. Seven other Morgellons patients will meet there, too, for a one-day preliminary study. Two OSU physicians, Dr. Rhonda Casey and Dr. W. Stephen Eddy, examine the Leitao children's skin. Both doctors, within 45 seconds, encounter fibers lurking beneath unbroken skin. It is Feb. 23, 2006, the day Dr. Wymore and the doctors he's working with become certain of Morgellons' existence . . . "
Originally posted by Graystar
. . . and ugly and painful sores broke out on the people who had the mark of the beast and worshiped his image. . .
Originally posted by mecheng
Just goes to show the power 'mainstream media' has over most sh..people. She just wasn't going to believe it until ABC told her it was so.