posted on Apr, 24 2006 @ 01:41 PM
Ever since I was a younger boy, for I am only 18, I have experienced things that have brought me to question the type of abilities that I withhold. I
see things that I sometimes cannot explain, and I precieve unfortunate events hours and sometimes days before they happen. Usually it comes to me in a
dream, but since Ive been practicing I can see something happening just hours before it comes to reality. I currently use this ability and I want some
more insight in hope to one day fully understand the real meaning of what it is that I experience.
I am going to give a recent account of what has happened, and maybe someone knowledgable can give me more information about the type of mind that I
Me and my buddys drink on the weekends.. plain and simple, we drink to have fun, but one night I decided I wasnt going to drink. It had to come to me
the morning of a friday, my mind told me I shouldnt drink, and I wasnt really sure why. After a night of hanging out at one of my girlfriends house I
decided Id go home and catch some shut eye. As I fell asleep I went into something of a trance and I blacked out. As I slept I had a dream that I
still remember vividly to this day. I was at a party, with all the friends I love and care for, and one of my friends, Ill call her lexus.. Was In
some type of extreme emotional discomfort, to say the least she seemed to be dieing, and I was very scared. She was sobing and shaking, violently to
the point that not even her own boyfriend could comfort her.
I woke up in a burst, it was saturday morning.
And it hit me, I had this high sence that something in the future was going to go astray, that one of my friends, be it lexus or anyone else was going
to be fighting for their life. I imagined it as me being to only person to help them in their time of need.
So I made a pact with myself, that be it a year or a day I was not going to drink or party until this event occured. So I started my daily activities
waiting for the the night of fun my friends had been preparing.
It started out in front of my house, at least 15 people had shown up and we just kind of gathered a circle of chairs around the hookah and began the
night, beer was being passed around and sure enough everyone was plastered withing the hour. Everyone except for me and lexus.
Things were going fine until lexus gave me a nudge and explained that she had to use the restroom. I could see something wasn't right with her, she
seemed very confused as if she were not on earth, her eyes were glazed and she seemed disoriented. So I showed her to the restroom, and waited for her
on the couch. As she came out she walked by me as if I wasnt there, so I called to her. And it took her like 30 seconds to turn in response, I ask if
she was ok, but see told me she felt like she was having some wierd out of body experience.
We sat down on the the trampoline for about 5 minutes talking about how she was feeling and her experience just did not seem right to me. It wasnt
long before we were out with the group again and she was sitting in the chair with her head in her lap. Many people had left and it was just me and a
few of our closest friends, who were mind you drunk to the point of no return.
Suddenly lexus stood up and began to walk to her car. This is what hit me. I was just like, "where are you going." She said she wanted to go home,
but she wasnt herself at all, this just was not like lexus. She turned around and began walking to her car, so I called for her to come back to me. So
she did, and I gave her a hug. She just turned around and began walking away again, I ask her again to come back to me, and she mindlessly walked
back. We repeated this about five times, she'd walk away Id call her back, shed walk away again. The last time she came to me she said she was going
home and that she was fine. I wasn't very convinced but she seemed to be ok at this point, so I went and sat down.
As I sat down to watch her get into her car was when things went extremely wrong. She opened her car door and as she did this she fell to the ground,
out cold. She passed out and remained unconcious for at least 45 seconds. I felt her faint pulse and she was freezing, she didnt know where she was or
what was happeneing. She began to tremor and shake violently. At this point the drunkards had noticed what was going on and were scared to say the
least, lexus could not move and we were afraid something very serious was happening to her. I carried her into my house and the rest began to talk to
her, but she was unresponsive. I got my mom who was an R/N and she said what she was experiencing was some type of siezure. I was the only person
strong enough and capable to carry her to the suburban. We decided to take her to the emergency room, things were getting worse, and there was nobody
there to help us. I carried her through the hospital all the while trying to find someone to help us. Finally we met a doctor and after that we didnt
see her for the rest of the night. She had experienced a once and life time siezure, a complex mal. Or something around those lines.
It didnt hit me till later that night that if I would have been drinking lexus would probably not be here today, and could have possibly passed out in
her car on her way home. It was just some sence that told me to not let her just get in her car and drive away.
Since this occurance Ive had similar instance that have led me to believe that I can harnass this power, but I am just not really sure how. If I can
get more information I would love to share more of my experiences. Thank you to whoever has takin the time to read this thread. Anything would be
better then nothing.