posted on Oct, 11 2003 @ 04:00 PM
Hi, I'm just wondering if anyone has had a similar experience to me or can help me make sense of this.
I have this voice in my mind that I thought I had lost. Not so much lost, as it was forgotton or neglected. This voice is a soothing calm, it's all
the colors from green to brown, and it's like a cool refreshing wind. When I can see it it's a droplet of water on the tip of a blade of grass.
It's like it exists in two states, color and sound. It's very quiet, but if you listen closely you'll see it. When I do see it, it's a blurry
image of my finger touching that droplet of water. I break the surface tension and it spreads to my finger and the voice speaks.
It's very soft and beautiful. But I 'hear' the colour - green. I know it's from my childhood. That's when I saw it first around 10 yrs old. Now
I'm all grown up I'd forgotten about it until a few days ago when it started to come back to me.
Because the voice is a color, or a picture, I wonder if it's a kind of writing, you know how letters and words are just pictures, but you read them
and they sound out in your mind? It's like I'm watching messages in a language I can read but don't understand.
Is this what people mean when they say 'happy place'? Is the green voice my happy place?
It's clarity to me. I wondered if anyone else has had the same thing, or has comments as to what it is?
It happens when I'm relaxed with my eyes closed. I don't really have to make it happen, it just happens. A cool green sound.