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Originally posted by StephenR
I wont leave her and i will not move on....i refuse with every last breth to give up or to accept this willnot work...it will work and it can she just needs to no she needs medical help....and i no i do aswell....i noticed i needed medical help long time ageo i just tryed to controll it....i see a counsler sometimes...he helps a bit...i explaine to him how i fell i might be depressed i explaine my anger to him and my hatride for the world ( as i see it)...i talk to him openley about my intrest in homemade explosives and how i build weapons and bombs in my house to protect me when the onley person i have to protect mysleff from is me....
I belive 100% my girl friend is bi-polar....and i will not just let her go and let her go on in life and struggel and mess up...i love her! and love isent a word you say love is somthing special! and to me it is never giveing up! and i will never give up on her! i will help her and be there for her!.
I honestley belive that i will never forgive God or anyone! if i cant be with her.....i cant explaine it but i belive we where ment for eachother and she no's it to...she just has alot of truble with her feelings and stuff....thi break has been so hard on me...i keep thinking of herting mysleff and i cut up my ankel witha knife a few times....been considering shooting my pellet gun threw the side of myleg..just to take my mind off this....i no i need help i no i have problems i dont no who to turn to...i few days ageo i considerd mixing wut chlorine and amonya i got left togeather in a bottle and letting it go in my room in front of me....(its a type of homemade mustard gas..there are other ways to)...i really thought of it...it scares me...i hope everything will be good and work out like he say but i no wee need help
Originally posted by StephenR
It talked about some lady i dont remember her first name but her last name was "trudo" i think i spelled that wrong anyway im pretty sure she was the wife of that Canadian priminister while back...well she talked and told people that for a long peroid of time in her life she had sufferd from bi-polar and that she was not dieignosed
OTTAWA -- Margaret Trudeau has been waging a secret war for decades.
Controversy has followed her ever since she married former prime minister Pierre Trudeau in 1971 at the age of 22. In the ensuing years, she became a controversial figure for her unusual antics and escapades.
But, for the first time Friday, Margaret Trudeau revealed that behind the lights and cameras that recorded her life over the next 30 years, she was fighting a personal and lonely battle against bipolar disorder.
"I suffered tremendous loss because of my reluctance to come forward for help and not recognizing what was happening to me," she told reporters at the Royal Ottawa Hospital on Friday...continues canada.com
Originally posted by Zaphod58
We haven't had an official diagnosis, but after speaking to my counsellor the other day, we think that my wife has Boderline Personality Disorder. I'm trying to learn how to deal with it, because it's really hard. Things are great, when they're good, and we're close and really happy, but some things that I consider minor set her off, and she goes off the deep end. When things are bad they're awful. Like "Ok, that's enough, pardon me while I go hurt myself" bad. I haven't hurt myself lately, but the feelings, and the urge to do it again comes back. BPD is very hard to live with if you don't know how, and I had never considered it until recently. I have a lot of reading ahead of me to learn.
Originally posted by jca2005
Well, I finally left the crazy bitch. It was said she was cheating on me with different guys through the course of the relationship, even though she denied it, she finally ended up leaving me for some guy that was actually her age, that was a crackhead, she married him, and the day I called wanting to know if we were going back out that night, and she told me she found someone else, and was marrying him, and we could still be friends, and I could call and talk to her, and hang out with her at work, I haven't talked to her since that day, like 5 months ago.
Anyone ever loved a bi-polar woman?