posted on Apr, 4 2006 @ 06:00 PM
That last post was from her wasn't it?
if not, you need out, NOW!
It sounds like you like to be needed, and beleive me, you are not only needed in this relationship, but expected...
that is bad
You (stephen): need to get help, I suggest a Christian counselor... or maybe a good friend that can "shoot straight to ya"
You (girlfreind) need to realize, that much of that "brain cloud" that you feel when upset, is a direct result of an abnormal chemical reaction that
causes "very bad days".
Bi polar is often misdiagnosed, so you might not be "bi polar" but clinically depressed, or emotional disturbed instead... makes little differance
at this point. you need medical help.
A "mental" drug will help normalize levels of naturally occuring chemicals and hormones in your body.
It isn't really drugging you to be happy, but rather just adjusting incorrect levels of these chemicals to be where they need to be. It is
correcting an incorrect thing... nothing more, nothing less...
It is the same thing, if you realize you have a vitamin defeciency, you take vitamins, or you suffer...
right now, you are suffering...
You also need to think about calling DHS (or other appropriate child/teen protective agency), if your step mom hits you... they would get you out of
the home, and into Volunteer counseling programs, that could really help, or go hide at a friends.
good luck to both of you.