I just love speaking what is on my mind or heart. It feels great letting it all out, and when others interact with it, to drive us up, to stabalize
our faith, to adjust our consciousness I'd say, (sometimes I go far, maybe too far).
anyway, it is just the things at hand I'm talking about, but when the beauty of it is seen, the purest form of love I'd say, it is so gorgeous, I do
not want to see anything else anymore.
Still that which comes sometimes doesn't stroke with my thoughts or how I wanted it to be, but adjust, it goes just along as well, breaking barriers
when something is what you wouldn't have wanted it to be!
Coming up for your self, it's in fact just the daily process we're talking about, but it is so fascinating when the teached is shown, when that
which you have seen or sensed is really there, is really coming up, it is magical.
It is that
normal one almost overlooks!
That's the joy of it, ah, must be God I'm talking about, must be?
The elders or ancients must have been aware. In the deepest valleys one sees the highest tops. Hard work pays!
Meditation, that is a thing lately that just pops up in myself. My hands taking on mudras, special forms, it is all natural in us, but when seen! When
spotted, it is the greatest, also when these handforms are shaped I get tingling energy in my fingers, often, it is joyeous to feel, to have, to
investigate, to sense just being the being, periods of no thought. Truly recognized when this period is over! I think.
We are gorgeous, close your eyes, send lovely thoughts over the world, think of your girl or brother, while you hold him, he must feel a warmth coming
over him when you do this. We are these moving bots of energy, heheh, still, some not knowing what to do with it, I'm also stuck a bit. Financial
pit, I'm just poor, but I hang on, I go forth. Not letting these daily problems take me over, but willing to change them.
It's a weird process for me. I'm a the start of something big, I long for it very much, it's in its starters now, from the day that I find a job
now, I'll be taken off. Now I'm just meditating, connecting with something I do not see. But which covers me, gives me shelter, gives me love,
judges me righteouss! Guides me to my perfect road.
I am glad I am here. I can do here much. I am creative. I am lovable
and I want to love others. It's the best on earth and the gifts are
tremendously fabulous. Hope and joy.
Oh why don't we run a less electrical world.
I get disturbed just before a cell phone goes off.
It's like some energys are just ripping us apart. Making us angry. And when a worldish problem is shot in our head, it's like this has to be undone,
making us eager to fight that which is not necessary, overdone, barbaric, foolish, that which they have settled here on earth to keep us...... happy
they just are destroying nature in the process. our homeland. Our planet, our world. We are raping our mother. To suck her dry, and to make a whore
out of her. Untill the day she cries and breaks down, then we suffer with her! Fools. Leaders die! We little maniacs abusing our free will by denying
the ones of others.
It's like they created a world in The world, them forcing us to live in their made capital, them using powers, ah, I won't wander off to far.
I had a great conspiracy theory on them, which I probably will post sometimes further. It's really fascinating. I got it all together after a while,
this is for later.