Hi all, this has happened to me this afternoon, and i'd like to hear your thoughts about it.
First of all, some background. More or less since theselast Christmas holidays, my gf and some friends of mine have felt like my energy was being
messed up. In the holidays we spent some days in my country house, and one of my friends also felt like there was "something" with me, following me.
To be sincere, recently in the evening i've been feeling very tired, not really exhausted, but with my energies not very far from depletion (as if i
hadn't been sleeping for more than 24 hours).
My gf and i usually see each other during the week ends, since we live in two different cities, and lately (starting from these last holidays) she
often felt this "something": both when she was with me (an said it wasn't particularly friendly towards her), and when she was in her house, trying
to catch some informations about it (and in this case, she told me che could feel this "something" behind her, causing her headaches, maybe in order
to stop her looking for infos).
I have to say that, apart from feeling very tired, i haven't had any other ill effects... except from feeling a little more "bad guy" than usual
(well, it's just a feeling, and i sort of enjoy it... this does not mean i'm becoming a bad guy, at least, not more than usual
), a little more
connected with the animal and wild side of my personality.
One last thing: my body (or the energy around it) is usually very warm, but my gf said that since these last holidays my energy is very cold.
Now... couple of weeks ago my gf explained me her concerns (and told me what i've just written above), so i decided to build a shield or two, even if
i didn't know against whom i had to protect. Anyway, they seem to have worked a little, since now i'm feeling less tired, and my gf sais my energy
is warmer (not as warm as she's used to, tho).
We've made some hypothesis: a) either something has chosen me as its daily ration, draining my energies or b) some new aspects of my
personality/energy are showing up, but since i don't know them yet i'm unable to control them and they "waste" my energy.
What do you think about it?
And now, we come to what has happened today... forgive me for the long background, but the infos i've just given could be useful.
I was laying on my sofa, my dog right next to me. We both fell asleep, and then something weird started happening.
All of a sudden begun hearing sparkles, as if my TV plug was starting to short-circuit. I kinda saw the TV screen flashing with some images (i think i
saw it through my eyelids), got less than half awake, and noticed the TV was turned off. If i'm not mistaken, my dog seemed to wake up and look at
the TV too.
I fell asleep again, and begun hearing some drawers in an armoire shake. I remember trying to impress strength and speed to them, and i did succeed.
This kinda freaked me a little, to be honest, but i liked the fact i could control the speed of those drawers. I think my dog woke up again, rising
her head and looking around. During all of this, i was sleeping, but also concious (sort of, at least).
Then, a few feet behind me, i felt some kind of presence, maybe the same "something" my gf and friends have been feeling... its vibrations weren't
exactly friendly, they were pretty alarming, but i felt it meant no harm to me, at least not yet... well, i tried to spin around and look at it: i
found it very difficult, and there was some kind of force, taking my breath away, trying to prevent my movement. It wasn't scary, just annoying.
At that point i think i had also a very brief OOBE, since i remember trying to spin around, while i could see my body laying on the sofa.
Then i think i decided i wanted to sleep again, and in fact everything ended and faded out.
So, that's it all. Any ideas about it? Just a dream or something more? And do you think it could be connected with what my gf and friends felt around
Oh and one last thing: lately, when lying on my bed to sleep, i feel like someone softly breathes on my face... my window is closed, and i'm not in a
position where i could be reached by air blowing through its junctures (sp?)
[edit on 13-2-2006 by Sparhawk]