Ok, I'm fed up with weird things happening to me and have decided to practice magik. I bought a book by one Don Kraigk ages ago and started on it
earlier this month.
Man, ceremonial stuff seems to take ages!
Mr Kraigk has actually revealed quite a bit to me about a few of my problems and I want to take to it like a duck to water but I hit some sandpaper
the other day.
- The Relaxation R is just meditation, got that part down, can't sleep at night so I meditate quite a bit.
- The R diary is tough to keep but I know why its good to do it so its fine.
- Can't wait to get my cards to divinate cause I'm an indecicive fool at times and I can tell it'd be fun...
Now, I tried the LBRP following Don Kraigks instructions, haven't got my altar yet but he said to do it anyway and not wait... so i did. Going to
need work on my visualizations but I was up for quite a bit trying not to offend the Gods drawing penagrams with a 500+ book in my hand. I felt the
entering of the gate part... something flashed... I carried on with a few mistakes probably but finished up feeling good.
Fell asleep, I woke up a few hours later and felt good. Had to go to a job interveiw and was A ok... heres where it began and i'm not sure if it was
me connecting it to Magik or if anyone is going to keep reading this cause I'm going on a bit, but heres what happened that day;
- I normally buy a child travel card to avoid the upped charge on the buses and trains I'm cheeky like that and it spices up the day. Went to my
local train station not too far from me and gave the machine £20. I got my train card and £15 in 50 and 20 pence coins. Lame. I made my fustration
audiable and a man passed laughing saying that it had just happened to him, a bit of comedy for the day.
-Waited in line at the local bank (had a lot of coins man!) but was in a hurry and decided to go to another one where I was recived by a rude byatch
of a counter girl, I was all chatty and nice and got air back for it.
Fine, no stress don't like that bank anyway, stupid woman.
-Got on the bus. Ok I should have an adult card but the driver didn't know that as I have a fake student card... he asked to see the date... i showed
him.. he asked again saying that it was too small... I showed him and stated that it wasn't my fault that the ticket print is small... he told me to,
''go sit down'' just as a minature hitler would... I then kicked up some fuss as he threw his attitude at me.. I asked him to apologise or I'd
''Whateva! - I'm at the top mate! - I aint got a' badge! - You're wasting your credit! - Do I really care! - Yeah!? - Go sit down! - Yeah!? -
... I phoned up the depot and registered my complaint and got off the bus.
By now I'm late for my interveiw, not that I mind as I don't really want a job.
- On the train now reeling from a slightly bad day when... a ticket inspector gets on... He clocks my fake student pass and child ticket and kindly
escorts me off of the train no where near my stop. I end up having to buy another pass... Got the wrong one and all in all ended up coming home
without a job and stone broke for it.
I also spun out on the train back, felt all dizzy and depressed suddenly.
Am I cursed?
Did I banish something that was protecting me?
Was that one serious bout of Karma flying up my anus?
Is it possible to get the LBRP wrong and offend a god of some kind?
Was that just any other day or not?
Please help! I've not gotten back into it since cause I really did spin out on the way back home that day and it scared me.
Anyone on here know about the LBRP and its consequences?
A Rebel-Cub after reciving quite a battering.