Originally posted by ReginalBigsby
I'm not sure if this will help you one your quest to find out what energy truely is but, here goes.
I feel that I have the ability to see energy in it's purest form. It's kinda hard to describe but, I'll try my best. When I look at
something, I see it vibrating super fast almost like a sort of TV fuzz and it is seethrough(that's the only way I can describe it). It's extremely
prevelant when the lights are out or I'm outside at night. Imagine a seethrough and very fine TV fuzz over everything.
It's hard to tell when it started, but I do not remember this as a child. As for an estimate, I'd have to say that it began when I was around 11-13
years of age and I'm 20 now. It's really weird, because it almost crept up on me over a three year period. The first true memory I have of
seeing this, I was looking a clouds with a buddy of mine and I noticed that what apeared to be trillions of molicules quickly bouncing around
inbetween the clouds. I asked him if he saw this and he said, "nope, it's just plain blue" and told me I was crazy lol.
Even weirder, but really not, is that I've been able to see distinct differences in it's intensity(varying from place to place and object to
object). I noticed this while sitting inside of a revolutionary era covered bridge(that is suposedly haunted) at night a year ago. That was the
first time that it appeared extremely intense to me. I had no weird sensations or thoughts but, I could see this clear TV fuzz almost flowing towards
the ground. Also I've realized that, before I noticed I could see varying intesities, the 'fuzz' I would see had color to it. Now the color has
disapeered, strange but maybe it part of a progression of sorts.
Another example is looking at the screen on my computer as opposed to the screen on my television. The computer screen 'vibrates' much faster but
more fine(as in smaller particles) than the screen on my TV, or even the celling in my room or anything else around me at this time.
I do not have any vision problems, psycological dissorders, or brain tumors. I have been screened for all atleast once, have had many eye exames, a
few CAT scans for head injuries, and when I was 14 I had a bout of depression and all possibilities of mental illness were ruled out by multiple
docters. I've asked doctors about it and the response that I get, is that it is normal but not very common. My assumption is that if I'm really
seeing energy then most people are not aware of it.
All in all, I'd like to know if there is a way to fine tune this 'ability'. And if it has a practical use, besides personal knolage.
Reg.....going borrow your breakdancer......
started to type this once before and hit the control button and erased it all.
The energy yo write of I have seen a lot of different times since about 1998.
through it come visions of hell, from hellish gorillas with horns like cows come blasts of this energy straight at me, and big bunches of it like
upside down bowls came over me like I was a bug under a cup. You can try using it if you want, it will end up using you, my opinion.
At the end of a meditational fast and no sleep for several days, I layed down only to have a cloud of this energy try to ram me down the throat and
choke me to death. This happened more than once.
It followed me walking down a road for seveeral miles. A sheet of it just off the ground as big as a football field hit me between the legs sitting in
a truck at a gas station at night. Pardon the idea, but this energy whore is the slut from hell.
If it ever gets around you, it feels like your being crawled on by bugs. So I call it the bug energy. I'm getting by that stage of my life with a lot
more technique than I have time to write about now.
My suggestion is that you look the other way and avoid seeing it anyway you can. It effects everyone on this planet. This is my opinion, because I see
it around peoples faces. Makes them look depressed, I get in close and see the real them, sometimes they are happy, sometimes angry.
But ya know if everybody sees you as depressed, and thinks you are when your not, what happens?
Okay this is what happens. They be sending out the brainwave vibes, " hey that person looks depressed" pretty soon you are wondering why you feel
depressed. It's because all that telepathic brainwave opinion of you is getting picked up by your subconscious. The bug energy is out to make the
whole world unhappy, may be original sin. Causes fights between my animals, a blob of it crawled along the ground, when they both went up to sniff it,
it disappeared and left the dogs growling at each other. Saw this out the window.
I don't know what it is. But it is everywhere on the planet and it makes greedy, scared, jealous fools out of a lot of people. Helps in a lot of
negative telepathic incoming too, sentences, real disgusting mental pictures, and some bad feelings outta nowhere.
You may have the good version back east, I dunno. You may have the young adults version, I got the late 40's package deal. I hope you can relate to
the possiblility of a real dangerous time coming your way though, just on the outside chance the trillions of tiny particles that move about as fast
as you walk, and seem to be electrrically charged, what I see as demonic energy from hell, are the same. Geting angry at it made it go hide in boxes
of stuff at first, but it came creeping around again. The sheet be bad a$$.
Makes people who think themselves brillant spout off a lot of ignorant, superstitous stuff about reincarnation too. It just plays the heck outta
anyone, I'm sure of it. Dayum, where the ghostbusters when you need them. There gotta be a way to knock this bug energy outta the air with a
electromagnetic lazer canon on top of a car. But ain't gonna happen, I think it is from anti matter contamination, like a pieces of the black hole in
your face, and dang if it don't suck every bit of happiness out of ya by being a pain. And I mean a pain about every where your body is, including
inside. It comes thru rainstorms and fire. The bug energy has no mercy or love for any living thing, guess it wants more company in hell. It makes
Iraq terrorists like like sweet 6 year old girls at a birthday party. It turns brother against brother, nation against nation and can even turn a
person against themselves. But who gonna believe me, I ain't nobody important, all I done is seen about 50,000 ghosts. Who gonna believe that? I
don't care who believe me, ain't my job to save the people wanna get in tight with the devil.
To bad the devil told me they was all one, and then I taught one demon one thing and the rest didn't know it. Seems the devil is a liar. But then
come to think of it, there aren't to many murderers that tell the truth, now are there?