Originally posted by theflamingswan92
Maybe you can help me out, I have some questions I need help with
1. How can I stop being so paranoid?
A good place to start would be realizing the past is over and your actions now shape the future, and finding peace in the now and self-empowerment.
Since being paranoid implies impending cause for future fears right?.. Work on sustaining that temporary state where everything seems calm, clear,
peaceful, when you feel your best, your bravest, you get the idea. I'm not giving you answers just clues. What you need to do is study the zen like
art of RELAXATION..
.. no easy task. How can I stop being so paranoid that I will fail at something..2 weeks from now? kfkgdfg. Meditation man,
really explore what bothers you, it makes it easier to relax about the process, and soon you may begin to even trust in the process, and in yourself.
My life seems too scripted with my personal signature to distrust or worry about much of anything. Letting go unwanted thought processes, beliefs,
doubts, biases, ideals, letting go of everything, its so just liberating. Ever searching for that deeper sense of relaxation. =)
2. How can I find happiness?
A good place to start is realizing what makes you genuinely happy. I'll give you a tip, if you know something will make you happy but its difficult
to obtain, TRY. You'll be HAPPY you did. Hmm, but also perhaps for me happyness is the absence of stress, worry or misery. Its a natural state as the
little pulsing fields seem to find their equilibrium, but if i had to simplify and categorize. Accomplish makes me happy. It makes me welcome all the
stress I was bitching about in the first place. Good conversation makes me happy. High vibrational plants (raspberries!!).. make me happy, hell
everything makes me happy. I got no need, desire or reason to have it otherwise. What makes you happy? Find that, then work to GET it.
3. Will I find my other half (wife)?
In my opinion life is organized in a very intricate way. One day you might just wake up and feel its time for a person like that to enter you life,
for a multitude of reasons, it will just feel right. I could bitch about loneliness but i look back at the past years and know its better this way,
that I keep changing as I do, learn as I do, and that other person( s) are doing the same. It will come at the right time man. You'll feel it in your
heart, as opposed to your lower GUT!
4. How can I hear God answer my prayers?
"thinking to myself how i wanted a necklace for grounding, this jacket style that resembled my friend's, a horn for 3rd protection and some other
things over the years and watching how my own dear mother gave them all to me without me verbally telling her any of it." "i thought you would want
this." she'd say. So that must be the voice of god, and god sounds like plants, trees, and mum!
I am in a joking mood but seriously, observe
your prayers with sincerity and see how they unfold, working through the hands of others and you answer their own prayers. "wow I was just thinking
how I wanted to see you and I ran into you on the subway out of a city of 3 million people, what are the odds!?" Its a fun little dance, your
intention is your dance steps, we all flow together, bringing some fractally collectively expressive will into manifestation.
5. Do I have a guardian angel?
No, you are unworthy.
haha, a joke. I don't like to separate them into entities but there is one characteristic that voices itself in a mind as a
strong and dynamic encouragement. I'm sure you've been in the right place at the right time under the right circumstances before, so some guidance
is something to consider.
6. Will I get my GED soon?
I've been asking myself the same question. The answer: When i damn well feel like it.
7. When will I lose my viginity?
The quickest way is to ingore any inner calling of purpose and follow that male yang chi of yours like a parasite, trying to get with every pretty
girl you see. Call her, ask to hang out with her, see how far you get and wonder why 3 weeks later what you were doing or why you cared in the first
place. haha. Its not hard, so many people are eager to fill that emotional void and animal desire. It's not for me though anymore, I tell myself as I
punch myself between the legs, not really. Oh how lovely, symbolism, a spider just came down from the ceiling reminding me of a girl i've been
resistantly drooling over. Fancy that. Honestly dude, question your intentions, try not to deceive anyone and you know, I find when you really want
something, eventually it comes to you effortlessly, call that a prayer. "Oh fractal madness I adore: Bring me one fine young lass who will give me a
Don't know man, its your life. Again though, with all things, i feel it comes when you are ready. I know thats annoying to here but there is a
process of things that really seems quite beneficial. You asked about the wife for instance. Looking back, seeing how I've changed so much, I would
rather want someone who blends better with the new me, not the old me. I didn't realize I'd go down the rabbit hole, no'one told me it was a
blackhole, and I'd think the way things are going it would take a certain person to really bring a karmatic meaning. A sense of purpose and
fulfillment. It all seems rather political, but its fun, and in everyone's best interests.
8. Are we being visited by extraterrestrial biological entities?
MORE THEN LIKELY, but limiting it to a such labels i'm not sure. It doesn't matter, or does it? Do you want them in your life? I haven't thought of
them in months, perhaps its the vibration, its just lost its novelty.. makes me think if they showed up it would be rather natural at this
point...aaaand that's interesting given the predictions of this year. I hope to make diplomatic contact with our fair haired fancy boys from space
and give the first sincere earth hug they've ever received and express my platonic AND SERIOUS love for them. I'd hug a lizard too, its what they
need the most.
9. Will human kind fall in 2012?
I hope it RAISES. The way things are going, i think of it like earth itself got sick some many years ago, and its healing and its experiencing the
last few moments of illness where it expels some really nasty stuff. The last 10 years for instance. I watch with great humor as those around me are
finding a sense of healing, inner peace and meaning. I really didn't think the local effects would be so profound. Its changing man, everything, all
the time, its changing for the better. The more this earthly illness sinks in, the more we realize we're done with it perhaps. Even if there was
nuclear war tomorrow I think we can expect a sunny and interesting nuclear fallout! =). I can't see things getting so dire really, this life of mine
is far too long for that, I have so much to do, i don't know about you guys but my future plans include alien hugging and talking to grass while I
project my spirit to different dimensions, meet fractal women (at least they said they were women), and exchange "information" with them.
10. How can I become more at peace?
By letting go of what causes you to struggle. You can take on anything, ANYTHING, so just let go of the stress. Take time to remind yourself that you
are free flowing and your natural state is one of function and deep bliss. Meditating, emptying the clutter, doing little awareness orbits in and
around your body, giving yourself a kick in the ass, forcing yourself to crack a foolish grin when things are getting dire. Pretty much embracing the
whole idea of peace as you realize it, and carefully observing as to allow to sort and carefully store away (as opposed to throw away) what keeps you
from experiencing the peace you CRAAAVE. Closing your eyes, breathing deeply and telling yourself to relax and embrace life optimistically is a good
I realize some of these questions are odd but can you please answer? Thanks in advance.
Odd answers for odd questions.
[edit on 12-2-2010 by CavemanDD]