posted on Jul, 30 2008 @ 02:32 PM
Alright menguard, I haven't asked much for a while but I never really ever felt a need to. Perhaps I just need some encouragement. I will
At this point in my life, being balanced is completely natural. Before it used to be new and it opened many doors for me. Now its just my normal way
of life. I feel somewhat ill or displeased when I'm not balanced, or when I can't see that glimmer of light in my eyes as I have seen it before.
Deep thinking and Light thinking, it feels as if there is no difference. I sit down to meditate, and with very little effort and time I slip into the
void, where I don't percieve nor non percieve. I almost got to make extra effort not to get that far, and instead work towards an awakened mind.
My soul has been crying out to grow and evolve and I have been unable to satisfy it. Only through balance does it stop.
I want to work with opening the 8 - 12th chakras, or rather those qualities, but there is little information. Musical notes combined with mantras
really get my chakras where I need them to be, but I have been unable to find any information on what notes the upper chakras would be.
I know they are there, my awareness of them is limited, but I know when I try some mantras I feel "something".
I guess what i'm asking for is advice, links or sources to some practises, or anything. Its not like this is something recent, for a while I have
been unable to satisfy this need for great expansion.
So what do you say, can you help me out?