ok I can't get lucky twice. I just wrote another huge post and it got erased. I'll try to construct the jist of it.
Guys, the conflict needs to stop, i read some of the posts and I believe its just pure mis-communication and no insult was intended. But if you WERE
insulted, you'd deffinately not just stand there and take it, I can understand that fully. But it is my understanding that that wasn't the intent.
You guys are all brilliant, wonderful beings which I hold in the highest respect. I look to some of you for teachings and to refine what i already
know. We need to set and example, it reflects poorly on ourselves to jump to conclusions and argue with each other. I think this is pure
mis-communication, not to mention its hard to convey emotions with written words, intent and sarcasm are easily mis-interpretted. One reason I dislike
talking on the internet some times.
I know what SCP is saying about how people with great knowledge should share it. This used to really bother me to. But I realised, perhaps its
something we should learn on our own, and for that reason they aren't sharing it. Perhaps they don't know, they never thought about it, if they
knew everything, they wouldn't be sitting here on earth with the rest of us. Or maybe they are too tired to even wrap thier minds around it and for
that reason choose to ignore your questions. This always gets me a little frustrated, i am stubborn in nature and quick to judge, which is a huge
flaw i'm well aware of, which i constantly battle every day.
And besides, does it really matter what anyone tells you? It's interesting, for sure, and I have complete trust and confidence in the teachings of
everyone I ask to learn from. But we shouldn't be so quick to accept things as they are, accept answers and choose not to question them. The
second we stop questioning things, we deny ourselves knowledge and the ability to grow, and our journey comes to a sudden halt.
To me, I feel that 1 + 1, might not equal 2 and that I shouldn't give up the possibility to prove it otherwise. To know the real answer to this, I
feel i'd need to speak to god, be with god, the light, the conciousness and then create the universe as we know it, just to clarify. And then, I
think I'd still be unsure.
I don't like the word answer, I prefer to think of answers as quite probable and well thought out probabilities. To me:
To accept answers is to deny knowledge.
These days I'm starting to feel less like I need to be tought the answer to things and rather that I look for every answer within myself. I feel that
I know the reason for everything if I look hard and deep within myself, so what does it matter what others teach you?
Don't get me wrong, I deeply appreciated the exchanged wisdom, and I believe everyone here to be wise and I honor them for sharing their knowledge,
and taking time with us frustrated eager learners. I find their teachings to be insightful, and more of a kick to go learn that knowledge for myself.
It is more of a motivative force for me.
So in closing, whatever is shared by those more experienced then us is greatly appreciated, but in the end does it really give you the answer you're
looking for? If they give you a satisfactory answer to a question, does it mean you're going to stop thinking about it and forget it?
Accepting ignorance is the true path to knowledge.
Well thats how I feel anyway. I'd like to hear what others have to say on the subject, afterall, If no'one chimes in maybe I'll think I was
right? And thats no good, because I won't strive to find the real answer, right?
I respect you all, I hope we can all respect each other here and keep doing so. This is a great thing going here, lets all work to keep it great, and
make it better.