I dont know what makes me the way i am

but i am having a hard time trying to cope with this. maybe its because i've listened to him for so long
that he's my nightime friend.
I get attached to people on the radio just like i get attached to people here at ATS, and real life.
This is keeping me awake. God rest her soul.
By the way, i didnt know you could die from an asthma attack in your sleep? Wouldnt she have struggled for breath?