posted on Jan, 6 2006 @ 02:09 AM
Now personally , Truer words cannot be spoken, at least when it comes to "Be careful what you wish for!"
Now not many people may know this ,but i've had a really weird life! My mother is kind of a Christian Holy woman, something i've had to deal with(i
know i'm selfish, but hey! i'm only Human) and I know i'm not insane when i say that i'm sensitive to things that are out of the norm.
when i think of my younger years, Which was like Yesterday, I think of my own pride and arrogance. But at least I knew of one thing, That you can't
really trust anybody fully who offers you a free ride!
Now i'm not saying that you can't trust anything or anybody , All i'm saying is that people don't usually hand out freebee's. that goes with
I traveled the U.S. (which isn't much compared to all there is to travel)and made many friends that seemed as abnormal as me, the only difference
was, That i never had the ,If it makes me stronger now attitude.
And that is kind of the whole point of this thread, In my journeys i've learned that people who are perceptive in a special way , often Allign
themselves with beings (now this is sometimes as much conscious as much as subconscious) that give them a certain amount of knowledge or control of
the enviroment they lived in.
In retrospect all I can say is that it is truly a shame that some people can't live normal lives before they reach this sort of perception, and to me
that is unfair.
nothing against anyone, Its just sometimes we don't realize the affect taht a shortcut that we get through simple pleading to other powers might be
to the real world ,as well as people around us.
Its something that is normally only visable after being totally one-sided or just trying to make your own life easier,Then seeing part of the effects
Not realizing the effect of your own misguided views on what should be and what shouldn't.
It takes a while for alot of folks to realize that they really don't know anything!that any insight or any tiny puzzle piece , no matter how Grand it
seems is only a small part of the workings that is the life we live in.
We often, in our own ignorance think we know enough to tamper with powers and abilities beyond what we are truly ready for.
If you can't get along with your fellow man enough to mind your own business, then you shouldn't be playing(and yes i mean playing as a snott nose
brat does)with powers and forces that will effect them , just for your own selfish ends.
I'm not saying that you shouldn't explore existance more than is offered to you by your own perception, upbringing, or religious opnion says you
Just that your actions often affect more than yourself! Even when you don't think they do! And if you don't have enough common sense to be careful
where you tread, then you are just lunch meat , because a bad attitude can only take you as far as you can spit! and even the earliest explorers had
some sort of defined strategy or plan.
Now I realize that warning people not to do something is just plain futile, cause they are probably already doing it. and if they are not , odds are
my simple opnion will have no effect on what they are going to do.
but for those of you that are willing to listen , Wisdom may not seem equal to what is considered Power, The power to effect, change or erase certain
things. But Without it ,You will truly be lost, If you have no true respect to any kind of wisdom&logic , THan your journey will be a sad pitiful
You should explore your self , before you take the journey to exploring things that are the outside of what seems reality, ANd if you have no true (
I know i sound like an old woman when i say this)understanding of yourself in lifes experiences(AND YES WHAT YOU DO NORMALLY IN LIFE MATTERS MUCH MORE
THAN YOU CAN PERCIEVE IN OTHER REALMS) than your really not ready to explore that which is beyond.