posted on Mar, 17 2009 @ 02:32 PM
reply to post by ziggyproductions05
thats the thing. i understand what your saying... its hard to explain...... we are all feeling like this, but something is different...... its kinda
like, my knowledge is my view, and in a way i am inevitably going to do something great. the thing is i dont know what is great or what is great to me
but i'm still going to do somethign great... if i feel in my heart and soul (wish there was a better word) that my destiny is to use some ultimate
power or learn some ultimate knowledge.. because i have my point of view... not anyone elses..... with all the definitions of everything i know i
still feel seperated from everything i know. i feel this way but understand why i feel this way at the same time.
i dont even know what i'm talking about. but i am talking about it... you know....... everytime i read what i posted, i cant help but think of
something new to say, or somethign new to add. so i do.
i have pride in who i am, i feel like i'm learning to love and not love all. and that i'm learning everything. the question that i dont truly
understand or can define i feel is being answered. i feel connected to a source that i need to learn from and i need help from. i need to be shown
my rate of learning is accelerating, and i dont know if i can handle what i'm going to learn. i feel like i'm bringing some form of death to my own
personal being. and not sure if its good or bad.
i'm intrigued to learn even tho i fear greatly what i'm learning. i feel like i'm learning to press my own version of control, alter and delete. in
[edit on 17-3-2009 by hautmess]