posted on Dec, 20 2005 @ 09:10 AM
For the last year or so, I have been trying to meditate. Now I do so 2-5 times a week and without much success.
About 9 months ago I was meditating and fell into something. I had the feeling of nothingness, like I made it somewhere or nowhere. It startled me and
I came out of it right away. I remember is was amazing.
I have been trying to get there again and again but I just can't seem to get there again. I think it is due to anxiety of reaching that point
HOWEVER..... 2 nights ago I was meditating on the kitchen floor (not my normal place, but I was praying as well), and I got this voice "Go downstairs
and do it". I was just clear minded and relaxing the body, not in a trance or anything. Odd as it was, I followed it and went downstairs to my den to
When I got there, I smelled something burning - plastic. Well, seems I forgot my cigarette in the ash tray (by the window of course) and it burned far
enough to fall out and land on my table which is mostly paper and plastic. It had fallen what looked like 10 seconds before I arrived. All was well,
except I was amazed.
I continued to meditate and received other messages too, although a bit personal. My wife and I are having some issues due to her self esteem and I
got some stuff concerning that, since that is what I was trying to get.
Seems I have made progress in meditating even though I can't seem to reach that place I was at before (yet).
To those that have never done this, it is real.
To those that do it regularly, advice? Comments?
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