posted on Sep, 27 2003 @ 04:21 AM
This is something that I experienced 10 years ago, so unfortunately the details are a bit hazy. I'm not making any major claims here - I've just had
it knocking around in the back of my head since then and I was curious to see if there was anything to it. I don't have vast psychic powers -
intuition can be good most of the time, but I tend to feel rather than see.
This all happened with an ex lover of mine. We started to feel pretty strongly that we had known each other somewhere else before, and decided one
night (after a mild amount of cannabis use) to mutually concentrate on this feeling to see what happened. After sitting facing each other for a bit,
we both experienced a couple of distinct and unusual 'memories'.
The first was as described above - it was very hazy, the convoy seemed to be vehicles (tank/wagon type), there was a general air of fear. I don't
know why we were so afraid.
The second flash was of another place. We were on a hillside at night under a huge full moon, looking down on a valley with a river (can remember the
light glinting). We were naked and defenceless. An army appeared over the hill headed by a figure bearing a standard and wearing a huge horned mask.
My partner was shot with an arrow and died in my arms.
This is the only time I have ever experienced anything like this. However just before our relationship broke down I caught a glimpse oneday of what I
presume was my partner's aura (again this has only happened the once so I can't be sure if it was his aura). But I looked at his head oneday and I
Not long after we split up I had a very upsetting dream that my ex died to protect me, and I was left to defend his reputation. I still experience
periodic dreams about him, although we hadn't been in contact for about 6 years now and are unlikely to meet again.
There is a good chance none of this is what it seemed, and I was just unfortunate to be involved at a very vulnerable stage of my life with a person
who not only had an unhealthy hold on myself, but also others. There is an equally good chance that this is something more that than. I'm only
posting to see if this is something anyone else has experienced, as right now I'm aware that I seem to have 'something' but also not very much
confidence in my ability to trust it