posted on Mar, 28 2006 @ 10:17 AM
Nice poems everyone, this is becoming a really good thread, time for a few more additions on my part.
You have no idea how much I’m hurting inside,
Always trying to run, always trying to hide,
My heart fallen to pieces,
But on this day I cannot cry.
Trying my best to make my emotions DIE,
Trying to stop them before they cause me to fry,
The flames burning, the flames consuming,
My heart shredded, My life burning,
Till all I’m left with is the ashes of lost love.
There are tears I should cry;
Emotions I must address before I die.
The only way is to talk,
But I know if I talk I’ll cry
And out of everything I refuse to cry;
But I know, if I don’t
It’ll eat me up inside,
Burning me, always burning me until I wish I had died.
I try to run,
I try my best to hide,
But that doesn’t stop what I feel inside
And so the battle rages on inside of me,
A battle oh, so few will ever see;
A battle to get me free.
Who shall the victor be?
Now that’s something I cannot see,
But I have the strangest feeling
It ain’t going to be me.
Entangled as I am;
This is something which I’m trying my best to cram
Into the little black box inside of me;
So I can push it away
And make all this pain go away,
But I know it’s here to stay
No matter how hard I run,
No matter how hard I push,
I just can’t get away!
So for months at a time
I will commit the ultimate crime
And where the mask that says…
I want to cry,
I want to die,
Anything just so it will stop and I’ll no longer fry,
But only two days have passed by
Leaving my stomach churning.
Yet I bottle it all up inside,
All of this yet I’m still trying to hide
How I wish somebody would
Just see it, for them to find it and then to take it far far away,
But everybody keeps telling me is time will make it go away.
What happens now though
I know time isn’t true,
Just an illusion to separate different parts of the day,
Time just does care,
It divides the bright morning sunlight
From the time known as midnight.
Then people tell me “there are plenty of fish in the sea”
Why do I care!!
How does that stop me!!! Why do the people continue to stare!!!!
I don’t care so I’ll meet their stare with glare after glare,
Until I can make this pain go far…far…far away.