posted on May, 5 2010 @ 01:44 AM
I am new to this, I am not the one who is victim however my partner is, I believe him however what he says can come off so movie like and I dont
believe it at first.
He tells me his had this since he was young, my partner is very scared and doesn't know what to do, you could say his been suicidal over it however
fortunately his trusted in me, it took awhile, but he wants answers.
I dont know what it is and either does he, but his told me this morning he woke up to someone physically shaking him where he felt hands on him, his
been sleeping in his parents room and his sisters room sometimes and when we were sleeping together one night, during the night i woke and he
physcially just woke up and put his hands around me like really hard and was choking me for three seconds I believe and saying to me he was going to
kill me, than let go turned around and went back to sleep and I was in shock for 2 seconds than I laughed thinking he was joking but he was fully
asleep straight away, but I dont even think it was him and he cant remember it and has even said he doesn't think it was him either.
His told me before he even told me about his issue, he said things like I dont want to hurt you, he meant physcally, than after he told me these
occurences he than said it again but than I relised what he meant but Im showing my support and im not scarred of this but he is very scared and his
afraid he mite hurt me or this thing my hurt me.
I want to help him so much and he needs it, I have a friend who use to be a nun for many years and she understands *this level of life thing*, i wish
i had it sometimes but really my partner does't want a bar of it, he is under the impression i believe by the sounds of it thats its evil he doesn't
want to let it in.