posted on Jul, 17 2006 @ 09:13 PM
Im kind of quitting... I've only had about 4 cigs today, as opposed to my 15 - 20 a day. To be quite honest, it's driving me absolutely bloody
insane... I'd love to just be able to grab a cig and smoke it.
The only reason why I aren't smoking is because I have no bloody money to buy any (I'm serious, I have about 20p to my name).
It's not the chemical addiction that's pissing me off, it's the psychological addiction. I don't even know if I want to quit, but I know I should
for the benefit of my wallet and my health, I guess I'll just miss being able to sit back and chill, while puffing on a nice death stick.
It doesn't help that my mum smokes; I tell myself I won't ask for a cigarette from her, but I always end up asking.
I just want one last cigarette... but then I'll want another one a few hours later.
Withdrawal absolutely sucks more than anything. If somebody said, "You can either have a pack of 10 cigarettes or £50", I would, without question,
take the smokes.
Grrrrrrrrrrr! I miss cigarettes. :bnghd: