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reply posted on 22-9-2003 @ 05:45 PM by soothsayer
These beliefs are my own (sort of). For years, I've been trying to find myself. I have been, over the course of nearly twenty years, a Protestant, Budist, Satanist (not the movie kind), a follower of Cthulhu Mythos, Norse myth, Wiccan, to name a few. I have the Bhagavad Gita, Mormon Bible, Necronomican, I Ching, Books of Enoch, etcetera; to me, all the religious "grounds" are all the same, but yet, they all seem to be missing something.
I didn't "mix and match", and I didn't want to be some cult leaderish figure. I was just looking for my own path. Kabalism and Norse mythology seemed the closest thing to my own vision of the truth.
By nature, I have to know everything, or at least the basics. I hate being left in the dark. So I started to "read between the lines", trying to find a connection to the religious texts and old legends, and the posting is what I came up with.
Now, with more detail:
There are three "houses", each with their own "lords". The sun, ruled by God, darkness by Lucifer (doesn't mean he is dark, just his tendencies), and the House of Shadows ruled by the Nameless One (over-seer of the guardians).
The guardians are mentioned in many texts... The Norse is full of them, Catholic beliefs have them too, just to name a couple.
The gates, too, are mentioned all over the place. The Rainbow Bridge, the Gates of Hell/ Heaven, River Styx, etcetera (each with their repective guardian).
I've been told that my belief style fits with Lovecraftian writings, and yes, it seems so. I have always been under the impression that artists in any field are more open-minded, more able to see behind the seen. So with that, although his stories are fiction, most I would call "historical fiction".
I realize each person has their own individual styles and tastes, that each person finds their own way, but I am just hoping that I am not "crazy", and wondering if anyone knows of others leaning towards the same direction.
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