posted on Nov, 13 2005 @ 01:30 AM
I realized I didnt really adress the thread properly, so I will try here.
I dont really think I was abducted, but I started noticing some things lately that made think a little. I'll be brief...
--When I was 17 (3.5 years ago), in the early morning of an early august day (3 or 4am) I saw something in my room that changed my life.
--I dont know what it was, but I know that I was wide awake and that I stayed awake until morning came.
--At first I thought it was my mother that had come to wake me up in the morning, but then I noticed my door was closed- like I always leave it.
--This thing I saw was from my estimates about 6ft, or maybe a little taller.
--I did not have my glasses or contacts on, so my vision was blurry- but I could still see fairly well just no fine details.
--It was a light color, I remember the contrast in its color and my white walls. It was like a light grey/ tan color, very light colors.
--After I realized that this thing was not my mom, I began to feel extreme terror. (this happened in about 4 or 5 seconds after I opened my eyes )
--After about about ten seconds of it standing there staring at me, It began to move very slowly out of my line of sight.
--I was sleeping sideways- it was standing just past the corner of my bed on the side I was facing... I was a little curled over so my line of sight
was to the left side of the foot of my bed
--My shoulder was blocking my view to my right side-- the side when the thing moved to where I couldnt see it
--Once I realized it wasnt my mom, I was too afraid to look at its face. I mostly just remember looking directly at its lower body or closing my eyes
wishing it to go away.
--It was humanoid of course. Looked like a person at first glance... I only wglanced at its full figure a couple of times before I became too
--After it left, I decided I would lay in bed till morning came.
--I remember seeing that it was 5:30am when I got the courage to lift my head and look at the time.
--My next memories of that morning was sitting on my bed holding my knees and staring the same spot on my bed for what seemed like hours. When I
decided to look at the time it was 9am.
--In retrospect, I am certain that I had post-traumatic stress dissorder
--I was in complete shock...with that single event, my whole view of the world was jolted
--As traumatizing as it was, as a result I experienced a tremendous epiphany. It was as if my whole life I had my eyes closed, and now, just now I had
finally opened my eyes.
--After this event, basically overnight I became extremely interested in world mysteries, specially ancient mysteries and present ones.
--Not only did I become interested in mysteries, but also in just about everything that I didnt know and found interesting all of a sudden.
--I changed completely as a person after the incident, my demeanor, my way of interacting with people- I became a much better person
--In my research regarding powerful epiphanies, I found that in religious texts, they were described as "receiving the gift of light"- which usually
happened after the appearane of an "angel" to a person or a striking unusual event.
This is not the full story, there is much more that happens later on that is more consistent with the typical "abduction" type of thing (I really
doubt I was though), but I feel I am rambling, so should I go on?
[edit on 13-11-2005 by Unplugged]
[edit on 13-11-2005 by Unplugged]