posted on Nov, 8 2005 @ 12:01 AM
I knew this guy who(to some) was hot. I met him in 7th grade, he was dating a girl I knew because he needed someone to comfort him from his move. His
dad is in the army and he moves every three years. There was an exception, though, and he got to stay in California for 3 extra years.
We were really good friends, but I really liked him. He was kind, considerate, and listened to you. After a year though, all of that started to
disappear. My guess was that he was going through puberty, only natural. We were still friends and getting closer, around eighth grade I was really
attracted to him.
I guess I should have asked him out at the summer party I threw that year. There were rumors going around the group I used to hang out with that he
was going to ask me out, I got excited and decided to wait. I swore he seemed interested in me, but when school started again, he asked out the whore
who had the same name as me! I was crushed, horribly. But instead, I felt competition with his girlfriend, and I flirted more. I was a complete idiot,
I wasn't even pretty.
After time, he learned that I liked him, I pretended I didn't care but I did. I started to notice that he was talking to me a lot more, and flirting
back. (Big confidence boost.) Throughout the rest of the year and into high school, I realized that I shouldn't be chasing after a guy who has had
more girlfriends than a teen's face has zits. I told him I wasn't crushing with him anymore while chatting online. He ignored me then signed off.
Now he's going out with an eighth grader (EEEWWW! ) who is also a whore. He ignored me for a couple of months, in which I became a loner and
totally isolated myself from my previous 'friends' if you'd even call them that. Now he wants me to talk to him again, but I don't want to. I feel
attracted to him, but I don't know if it's safe. If I ask him out, would I be turned into his sex slave? I don't want to be that. Why am I so
attracted to him?:bnghd:
[edit on 11/8/2005 by Dragon Traveler]