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Originally posted by mrwupy
I used to pray and burn candles. I had an alter in the corner where I meditated and tried to bring everything into balance and somehow reflect light into a world that was filling with darkness, or what I thought was darkness.
In time I overcame that.
Now I have but one prayer, its really quite simple. "Thank you for my life."
I figure my life is the greatest gift I have ever recieved and its really kind of obnoxious to go asking for more. If I want more I can do it on my own. I can write and share with others the wonder of being alive. I can speak to those I share my life with and hopefully help them along the way.
We have but one true gift we can give to this world, the gift of ourselves. Everything else will fall away.
Odd thoughts, odd thoughts indeed.
Love and light my friends,
Wupy
Originally posted by Kitsunegari
yeh, i felt like i would miss something, and i didnt get to sleep til 6am. all those hours, seemed like they flew by.
Originally posted by siriuslyone
Imagine if you were a master of the hierarchy and you were told that you must follow the instructions form the most high g-d and you loved the humans so much,that bad things would HAVE to be, it would be a difficult mission?
odd thoughts indeed.....
Originally posted by Mayet
Yes both Krissy and I have been feeling this rather strongly and its getting more day by day. I feel more theres a heaviness a real doom. so does she, we talked about it the night before last. We keep getting the feeling like we just want to get out of town.
Its like a "waiting" just waiting , I thought maybe I had been on ats to long but its like everything sort building up and building up. I never get depressed and never feel "hopelessness" but i am at the moment, a kinda sadness that its not going to last. and fast.
Its like everything around me is happening to build up to a point a climax urgently and its a vortex all around me. I am standing there but everything else is rushing aournd me.
trapped and watching something powerless to stop ..but yet thinking somehow I can stop it... and putting things off...my word...I have and I don't usually. Its like I can't make a decision till after ..but "after" what?
[edit on 6-11-2005 by Mayet]
Originally posted by shadow watcher
Wow, there must be many geriatric folk here seeing how everyone is old enough to be my parent. I too have noticed and commented on the way things are speeding up. Even my work weeks are blending together, I usually groan through the first half while looking towards the second half.
I was wondering to myself if there is a reason for this acceleration of time. I came to the conclusion that it may be 'compressed time' more so than accelerated. Maybe we are able to perceive things more efficiently thus feeling like we are speeding up. In any case, I would like to add the feeling of anxiousness as well to the description.
As I sit here watching CLOSE ENCOUNTERS on tv, there is a thunder/lightning storm outside. I recall last year on this day we had knee deep snow. Strange times.
Originally posted by soficrow
I feel the opposite, like St. Udio. More mellow, at peace. Although I am aware of something in the air. But more zingy than weighty.
0 Do you put things off like you never have before?
Originally posted by Kitsunegari
0 Do you put things off like you never have before?
yes, i do. everythings been odd lately.
Originally posted by Kitsunegari
lol, yup. ive lost my social life as well.