at 26 years of age isn't it sad that I too feel it ?
An hour no longer feels like alot of time, seems like minutes to me now.
Every day I am surprised when the hour hits 1pm and I realize it's time for lunch (!) yet it feels like I just had my morning cup of tea moments
earlier *sigh*
is this the kind of thing U speak of also ?
One thing I am not complaining about though is that the time I spend waiting for my baby to come back to me is no longer a big feat, it's actually
quite easy to manage coupled with alotta sleep
What's there to stay awake for these days anyway ?
Just another thought, Ihave actually also been feeling the want (need?) to do more for the goodness of the less fortunate, I have thought more about
God and religion also (I am not very religious) and also the future ALOT ... just things such as having children vice not bothering anymore etc ...
and just when i found a man I could see myself having a family with *sigh*
What's the point ? I can barely bear to come to this site anymore for the news let alone even turn a TV on (haven't done that in a long, long
time)
it's just so so sad.
The song "mad world" by Gary Jules comes to play in my mind alot these days ...
"I find it hard to tell you
I find it hard to take
When people run in circles its a very very
Mad world
Mad world
Enlarging your world
Mad world "
[edit on 6-11-2005 by ImJaded]