I think, wetwarez, what you may perhaps be having a tough time dealing with, is the world as it exists today...I too, often, have the feeling of being
"out-of-time" within the umbrella of a world that is unfamiliar to me. Maybe, your quest for knowledge is to WHY these things that you live with
everyday (TV, internet, mobile phones, the plethora of connectivity) seem unnatural to YOU; not that the design and implementation and resulting
consumer market of them is any surprise to you, but (in my uninformed opinion) that the nature of them seems way beyond your time. Perhaps you quest
for knowledge in a world so cold, where all you remember is warmth, the comfortable feeling of a community where people within that community acted as
one, where now individuality and utter independence seems to prevail. Know that, there IS more, there is SO much to learn and grasp...think of the
Mayans, the Ancient civilizations of Atlantis, Thera etc etc..they had an understanding of nature unlike we could even comprehend...I, like you, have
no propensity toward believing in reincarnation, but perhaps what youre feeling is exactly what those ancient civilizations felt and strove to attain
the knowledge of, of how our spirituality, the earth elements, the space elements, how this all comes together and how after having attained that
knowledge being able to pass it down for generations to come so that they, too, will be able to experience what you have.
Also, it has been written (but i doubt any way to truly prove this) that, the Schumanns Resonance (which may be described as the heartbeat of the
earth or magnetic resonance between the ionosphere and the earths crust) can in some ways affect our perception of time. As an example the typical
resonance I believe has throughout the ages been in the vicinity of 7.8 Hz..lately however, some claim it has been increasing and the increase in
cycles is said (again this isnt me saying this, only what ive heard) to alter our perception of time such that, the length of time of the day seems
shorter than it truly is. If this could, in fact, be a factor in our perception of time, perhaps there are other things as well, it could affect like
a feeling of being out of place IN that time. But, i'm only a high school graduate, no degree, what do i know
AB1