posted on Oct, 30 2005 @ 06:12 AM
I have thought about that side of it too...but no...I think many have the chance to use this consciousness too but unfortunately we are not trained
from birth in these skills. I think thats all part of it...
I was adopted at birth, so I had no connection to my maternal or paternal world, no connection to the gene I sprang from.
Growing up I didn't take things for granted that bonded blood families do. I was different to those around me, not because of any "psychicness" but
because I was not of them.
I was chemically different, where as they were all settled and content to take their "lot" in life, I searched early to find myself, to find my own
lot as such. My own identity who I was and where the heck I came from. I looked closer at people, in order to see how I ticked and identified with
those around me I observed people closely.
What may be inside me, is inside many but we do not get taught how to use it. Instead we live by a doctrine of laws dictated to us by fellow man that
leave no ideas of access to these things.
The witch trials earlier in history would have done much to stop that consciousness from being passed from one generation to the next, what the witch
trials didn't stamp out, the rest of religion and societies ethics has.
My adoptive parents dragged me off screaming to church each week, that same grandma was head of mothers union and was the pipe organist and stuff. I
hated every minute of it, I rebelled. I refused confirmation and my family looked at me as if I had committed a crime. ........
When I was a teen and I will be honest here, I started playing with experimenting with light, I read every book on the occult and alternative
religions I could find, searching for answers. Things happened, things I couldn't explain because I really didn't want to wear the ridicule, those
who know, know. Theres a thread somewhere about OBE's and stuff where I told my story of some of these events.
Fast forward to now.
I have six children and yes I am pretty tuned to them, I can feel Krissy's emotions from thousands of km's away. Things start happening to Krissy,
she tells me and I sit back, stunned because I have never told her these things and yet she is experiencing the same things.
She came into me one night fairly wrecked, she was so scared, she told me she was sitting on her bed looking at her hands and they started to glow
around them a white colour, thats when she freaked and ran to me.
This is the important part, not because of what happened but because of what happened next. I could never go to my mother and tell her my hands were
glowing white, and when I met my natural mum it wasn't much better, a wall of silence, of things seen but not heard. But Krissy could come to me and
I didnt laugh or ridicule, I just explained what i knew. I told her I was surprised it happened to her so early, she had these things happen to her
five or more years before I had. Shes only 18. I told her it was just light, no bad spirits no nothing, just light and energy.
So sorry for being long winded.... I guess i always am around here but the point being and the point I have pondered after she told me what had
happened to her is "education"
if teen one went to his mum and she put his experience down, or couldn't go to anyone for fear of ridicule, then eventually teen one draws away from
that consciousness. teen one becomes a robot like everyone else with only the occasional flashes that are put down to co -incidence..
its like what you are taught in a christian church... to believe, to trust and to have faith....
but this time you have that faith, belief and trust in yourself. You are not blindly trusting something that you can't see touch or hear. this time
you can see trust and hear but you have been taught to fear this trust in yourself. You have been taught to lean on others, not stand on your own.
because you dont know it you fear it...but if we are all shown our potential and encouraged we can move onto the next stage of humanity and grow and
learn. nstead we are imprisoned by society, imprisoned and enslaved to the new World order. Taught to worship others, taught be docile and if you
venture towards the curiousness of the consciousness you are ridiculed, morally chastised, you are going against all teachings, all that is "right"
in our black and white society.....
so now you know why I don't say anthing, people think your crazy.........they cease to respect you and what you have to say. If most peoples teens
came to them talking about glowing white hands they would take them straight off to the funny farm or drug detox. If an adult like me says it, they
get looked at like they should have been locked up there years ago.
[edit on 30-10-2005 by Mayet]