posted on Nov, 3 2005 @ 04:12 PM
It is more than refreshing to hear other trains of thought on what can be such a touchy subject. The reason why the issue is so frustrating to me is
that Christianity has somewhat of a history of preaching and I guess really trying to get people to join. While I cannot pass judgement on that, I do
take issue with the manners they choose to operate. Now not being what you would call a modern day Christian, I get angry when I discover there are so
many versions of the religion and each feels they are the right way, and any other way shall lead to eternal damnation. It saddens me that if I want
to exercise both common sense and use a small instance of guidance from my heart (both of these things given to me by God) not only do I find myself
repelled from various churches and their methods, but I find myself wondering if I AM going to Hell to suffer an eternal fire. And yet I know that
can't be right. But, with thanks to this thread, I have come to the conlusion that there is no point getting angry with other human beings that are
blinded by their own ignorance simply because they distort something I both wish to learn more about and have great respect for. In my heart I know
that the church, any church, will never be the centre of the universe. I am guessing that spot is reserved for each of our hearts. No singing and
clapping, no throwing money around, no religious wars or condemning others to hell for not agreeing with ya. That there is the possability other
Christians are aware of the problems with the church and are willing to be open to the idea that God and his wisdom far exceeds a group of bricks and
people dressed in ceremony garb designed by the human mind, makes me feel less alone. Because, and I guess this is one of the reasons for the whole
thread thing, because there is no greater feeling of loneliness than visiting a church and finding yourself surrounded by people that are believing
people are falling to the ground for the wrong reasons, and to be surrounded by so many people that are supposedly filled with love but actually
can't speak for more than five sentences without saying "Praise Jesus" and then walking off to someone else to talk about their aunty that had her
cancer pulled out by the hand of God. Come on you all, lets not # each other around anymore. I'd like to think we humans are pretty smart little
animals, and I personally believe it is time to bring religion into the 21st Century. My idea for a starting platform for reform is truth.