posted on Oct, 24 2005 @ 09:07 AM
I don't know if this is paranormal, maybe just 'normal'
I've been on a few sites about psy-balls and making them, you probably know..
hihi, well, one day, I was sitting on the toilet at home, and being relaxed after doing my thing, I was sitting there and trying to form a psy-ball, I
know, on the toilet.., after about two minutes of holding my hands in the cup-form, and focusing, trying to place energy 'in the cup', I thought,
what kind of crap is this, I removed my hands from eachother, and a spark 'manifested' above my right hand, which I felt, heard and saw. Just a
spark, like electric sparks. it was white/yellow in color.
that's my toilet psy ball spark experience.
Since then I did a reiki I course when after being 'initiated', we did reiki on eachother (the students), and then I felt wonderfull tingling in my
hands when I was above her head, with my hands offcourse, removing them from there it faded, and going back to that spot it returned. that was the
only thing I felt during that course. I won't tell you about my Ultramind course because that was so normal that it is freaky!
I concluded after these things, that these subtle energys exist, magnetism will do the trick, we are far more than 'just' humans, and the eye in
your mind can see more than you can imagine.
Now I would like to have an out of my body experience. Not that I'm consciously trying to ignite one. Lucid dreaming is also hmm way cool I guess,
try to fly, your body tingles like hell, an incredible fealing (within me at least) don't have them often unfortunatly, those dreams.
After being subject to this things, one starts to wonder why we are doing what we are doing here on this planet. what would it have been in the
beginning, and in 'atlantis' and 'lumeria' where those fascinating stories come from, and then it ended up like this? all strange.
I guess I get myself ready to go to work now, cigars, here I come... another day in this miraculous life. It's weird, lately, I don't see days as
days anymore. It's more like being here, conscious of this body, when I sleep I don't sleep anymore, just laying in bed with my eyes closed. I can
do things here. And make things to make 'it' comfortable for myself. Interacting with people is strange, when they do not know much about what they
are all about, they talk different about things. And have a different view about it, sometimes it makes me sad. All we do is making money for
ourselves so we can survive, and make this 'thing' going on. It's like the thing uses you, for it to go on, and then you get spare time for
yourself. With the money you receive from the thing, you can buy things the thing makes. To make the thing comfortable to yourself, and to stay in
touch with it. pff, I'm wandering off, good day..